I borrowed dad 150CNY to buy one bag dry food right now,I connect the seller they say they will stop mail stuffs for festival until this afternoon.he blamed and cursed me for it and said im a bagar after he asked for 200CNY to have some so called festival meal dinner with me in a restaurant which mom wants to try after she said she would pay it when it only needs 100cny.
He would not get 200CNY if he didn't borrow me 150CNY.he knows that.but why he say bad to me when I will pay him back 150CNY add 200CNY for that dinner .
It makes me feel bad all day and don't wanna to do anything. Cause every thing for him I do is just what a begar does.make money,survive olive and fight for what is right.
He hurts me and I don't know how to fight back.It's not right way to treat anybody like this.I feel I'm a stranger for them,Who only is used for asking for money.I told him i wanna to invite them to have a dinner for the spring festival by 100CNY, and I will not go but only mom and him.then he said 100CNY will not plenty 200CNY.First ,I refuse then I talked with the seller they says today is the last day they mail food, then I have to talk with him again and say okay I will pay you 200 for dinner, but you need to borrow me 150 first.Then he sent me 150 and curse me a begger and then left with anger.He real want that 200CNY.
In November 2019 I gave him 300 CNY.For food and helped him to pay back money to the bank which he owe money.And he said he forgot.And until I show him the records list that I give him back the phone service fee I borrowed from him last month he still said that I owed him that money and not sent them back to him.He says I owe him too much and he can't remeber.
If the fee to give birth of me and fee to feed me by mom milk is what I owe then I should not born in this world.Every drop of water I drink every bite I eat every time the air I breath should be paid to him.I can't live in this way,not kid.Slave of communism.
I don't wanna to eat with families when they visit parents again this festival. Cause no respect on me so it's why I refuse hide from them every time. It makes dad angry piss off and waanns me to service them until I told him I can make 1 CNY /minutes, he changed and get happy and say you just hide in your room with cats ,that's okay.
He angry when I will not meet families again for festival cause I'm their shame who not work for cpc d communism government, they are the ones who don't wanna me to meet families and I don't wanna them feel shame because of me, but for money they can ban me from meeting families happpily, it makes me feel I'm just a stranger and my time for them who have none business of theirs when my labour and money do.
They laught hate and destroy my life and blame curse me for it they are the ones who destroy me and make my life tragic now they blame shame and curse them to me.They always say they want to kick me out of here and they want me so much .I live in hell.
And the only sin in here is become communism exists and cpc still in charge,and born in Chin here and have blood of Chinese.
I just feel sad about everything and everybody treat me in this way.I try.try hard.why.Try to survive try hard to live like a person.But nobody accept and respect it.This feeling is more than being dead .
They try to corrupt me by envy of theirs,that's not fair.why me?
He would not get 200CNY if he didn't borrow me 150CNY.he knows that.but why he say bad to me when I will pay him back 150CNY add 200CNY for that dinner .
It makes me feel bad all day and don't wanna to do anything. Cause every thing for him I do is just what a begar does.make money,survive olive and fight for what is right.
He hurts me and I don't know how to fight back.It's not right way to treat anybody like this.I feel I'm a stranger for them,Who only is used for asking for money.I told him i wanna to invite them to have a dinner for the spring festival by 100CNY, and I will not go but only mom and him.then he said 100CNY will not plenty 200CNY.First ,I refuse then I talked with the seller they says today is the last day they mail food, then I have to talk with him again and say okay I will pay you 200 for dinner, but you need to borrow me 150 first.Then he sent me 150 and curse me a begger and then left with anger.He real want that 200CNY.
In November 2019 I gave him 300 CNY.For food and helped him to pay back money to the bank which he owe money.And he said he forgot.And until I show him the records list that I give him back the phone service fee I borrowed from him last month he still said that I owed him that money and not sent them back to him.He says I owe him too much and he can't remeber.
If the fee to give birth of me and fee to feed me by mom milk is what I owe then I should not born in this world.Every drop of water I drink every bite I eat every time the air I breath should be paid to him.I can't live in this way,not kid.Slave of communism.
I don't wanna to eat with families when they visit parents again this festival. Cause no respect on me so it's why I refuse hide from them every time. It makes dad angry piss off and waanns me to service them until I told him I can make 1 CNY /minutes, he changed and get happy and say you just hide in your room with cats ,that's okay.
He angry when I will not meet families again for festival cause I'm their shame who not work for cpc d communism government, they are the ones who don't wanna me to meet families and I don't wanna them feel shame because of me, but for money they can ban me from meeting families happpily, it makes me feel I'm just a stranger and my time for them who have none business of theirs when my labour and money do.
They laught hate and destroy my life and blame curse me for it they are the ones who destroy me and make my life tragic now they blame shame and curse them to me.They always say they want to kick me out of here and they want me so much .I live in hell.
And the only sin in here is become communism exists and cpc still in charge,and born in Chin here and have blood of Chinese.
I just feel sad about everything and everybody treat me in this way.I try.try hard.why.Try to survive try hard to live like a person.But nobody accept and respect it.This feeling is more than being dead .
They try to corrupt me by envy of theirs,that's not fair.why me?
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