I want to keep cats all mine and don't wanna to send them to others or abandons them in the dark corners of city and make them die somewhere unknown lonely.

But dad always keep pushing me to do it or yell to me for selling or abandoning them when mom whisper in his ears about me and cats like some neighbourhoods do to her.

I told mom don't learn from bad ones but learn from good when I talked with her but then still use dad to push me down by bad words,which are like shooting in my heart.dad said why you bring cats home so easily when you say it's too difficult to send cats to others for adopt again.I don't tell him it's kind of betray for me cats trust me I can't betray them.but I tell him if it's so easy for you to bring cats back and adopt them why you never do or make it?

Then in the end he keeps quiet again.

If it is as easy as what he say about adopt cats feed them ,why he can't do it or make it.