i made a dream last night. i dreamed that the cousin who raped me nine years ago,came to where I lived when other families were in other rooms drunk and had fun , talked mad things ,I was a sex worker or a whore and made a live for it.he started to sex with me and cum in me,then he said sorry for that.and asked me what to do next, i said i would take emergency contraception soon.but he needed to help.then i told him that whatever he did to me couldn't do anything for me who is always lonely and has no ties of destiny on family relationship.

I told him that You can't change anybody,the only one you change it's yourself.