it's two different ways to think about things like these, one ways is that thinking of others who have talents to do something having weakness which are damned by demons,another ways is that thinking of everybody are different, and have talents from God.

there are lots of chaos now about Chinese. for Chinese we say hero doesn't appear in peace times but in war times.except virus there must be someone making chaos now for get some chances for purposes.i want to be a politician,i don't know if i can corrupted or not,but i know standing by truth with God nobody can be corrupted.

i argued with parents all day on Easter day yesterday they said they going to buy a house cause their prices are falling down and more and more people trying to get houses . i think it's a trap but they don't trust me and they want me to move out and don't care where i can be, or kids.im very sad. i don't understand. i m born like this but they always want me to do and be someone else and compare me with others, it's not fair at all.he said I have no heart and soul cause i don't thank them at all. it's an Easter day the only I must thank to is God.

dad said in cpc(Chinese Party of Communism)'s system his name is the owner of this home, he has right to kick me out by it if he likes to.i asked him it's wrong that i must die or do anything for living with them who owe cpc's money to pay for this house to live as an owner for thanks,or i will be kicked out.but the owner of this house in cpc system means that they have duty of nation to pay the house to live,instead of rights to kick out of who out . cpc doesnt care famlily tragic only money. like that cpc tells Chinese that Chinese are owners of China, cpc only services owners, but cpc means that owners of Chinese work for China and cpc enjoy the money from their works.they are all lied.and i don't understand why they treat me in this way.but i will know why i stay here still alone in the end.