Don't know Im happy or sad Just want to cry.Never thought the destiny of the whole country is held in suffered Chinese's hand who are weak,ugly,fragile even evil for someone.

Im sorry I can't be normal.but I can still be myself.

The real power never be had by chairmen, rulers,Presidents,dictators,Xi knows that,Chinese Party of Communism knows that, Trump knows that,everyone knows that,

whatever kinds of boats or ships,waters can take care of it.

where deities' willing to,

what life's way goes.