It's okay to be nobody when you really are.so when you can't be anybody else but yourself, who you want to be?

I don't like anybody uses their difference to order me like what Chinese Party of Communism does instead of respect each other's differnce.me and parents have rent somewhere to live in where Chinese communism army charges.cause dad is a communist, and a retired soilder.parents collect money to make the building being built on this ground when dad was a soldier working here.and he chose workers to build them and we watched it being built when I was a kid.from last year they rebuilt the roads,this year gas pipes,and this month the army started to change windows of ours to be the same ones and cover the buildings with foam boards which are made by white little balls without asking for our agreements and even some opinions.workers tell us the army hasn't paid them yet and mom hears that the army will raise up the prices to live here for rents.I think they will raise the prices and use least parts of them to pay the workers by cheats and ask for most prices from us to put in their own pockets.nobody dares to say no, nobody wants to be heat and jailed,nobody fights back them and nobody dare to hurt them, nobody has rights to fight against them here, all fights are illegal for their power which is the only power in China.just because they are communists,if anybody doesn't like,fuck off from their ground,go to hell.

Chinese communists, now I m thinking if they are American communists things may be better.but when I think about Democracy Party of United State,no,only worse.

if I didn't quit my first job which was about communism,it's just another step for me to be another piece of shit.and I quit it,so still a piece of shit.happy?as same as a communist?