dad drunk and came home at 1:30AM.I asked him is it fair that someone like him who drink deadly and come home late at midnight can be honored for it instead of being shamed and changed and someone like who obey laws and rules and principles of families' and government's and country's born to be shamed for it?I should do everything everyone wants me to and the country and Chinese Party of Communism needs me to do well,if not I must be punished and cursed for it,it's all cheat.

I asked why he thinks he takes advantages of mine when I want to help him but treats mom who never give him a hand like I do as God who could watching him dying.He said mom is his wife,wife and daughter are different.God damn the asshole,so he can take advantages of me,it's why I m his daughter who born to be taken advantages of,even my first kiss when me who was just 10 years old tried to stop him drunk,and felt good about it,he meant to do it,like my cousin who raped me?