Thursday, July 16, 2020

we suspect that i have diabets and dad helped me test it, Glycemic index of mine was 6.3 , the normal should be 3.9~6.1,and the first thing mom did was curse me and cocacola and pepsi instead of making me not scared, but brave to live on, and she wants me to stop drink and eat everything we used to eat and drink tomorrow.and she told me not tell my friend about it,she thinks if i told you about it, they will abandon me and there will be no dollar or money to make for her to buy food to eat.she thinks im not perfect to marry anybody anymore.

when she said it she has a terrible face against me. i don't like it at all.all families from mom side have diabetes,i think if i have a little high Glycemic index, it makes sense.but she only says it's my fault to drink cocacola and eat snacks happily when she's jealous about it,and frame me that i don't share them with her,i just bought a 30cny front leg of a pig yesterday and she ate it well.i always share food with her when she always say bad on me.and i told her even i make so many mistakes for her, no right things i do ?even no right things for her ,is it wrong that i m her child?she got piss off again.she doesn't want me to be her child, i feel in that way. she doesnt like me at all.she has no right reason to be a good mom.not only because i know she marry dad for money, bus also something else, she's the only one who does wrong things agian and again and agian and think it's others' faults.

money or food can't buy or excharnge anything. in cluding love, belief, respect also.when you buy a pancake, only when the sellers like you who love the pancake to taste it taste it,it's a good deal, or , it's just you eating someone else's food legally.not the same thing.

think of China, America make lots of chances for Chinese to make money by working, and live on,to immigrant, all of them thank America for that and stop help ccp to cut in it?except making troubles of America and going to start wars they even curse and chaos America when they have already been corrupted.and they are proud of being it, cause they can't be corrupted by money and rights which America give to them at all.

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