I argue with dad again tonight.I told him I can't pay him fee of next months for buying a cellphone to install spy app to shop and scan code to get in Chinese banks and supermarkets
.dad posses off and told me to ask friends for money to buy it.I refused.first he gives mom thousands money a month for life fee and they still force me to buy meat and food with my money.and he still gets hundreds from me each month to pay electric water gas and even money of banks which he and his phew borrow to use.

Second I don't want to ask anybody for money to get what I need,or even want,especially from whom I love and care and respect.I should make money on my own for them.he owe banks a a lot ,but still doesn't ask mom for help,why telling me to ask others for help?male has dignity but female not?and after I refuse him ,he refuses me to give him money angrily when I told him I just need to make more.if he's angry because of me who don't have money and can't buy a phone,why he refuses me and my money?

Why they don't love care respect and even get closed to me at all?cause all these things need to pay money for them,they think it's invest and business.And they won't or don't do them with me who they look me down and have no faith in me when they only think communism jobs are job and communists are faith of this country.but they still don't like work or believe when there's no power and no benefit for works and believe.

For them power of communism and benefits of communism  are the only job and belief for themselves.

Instead of telling me I'm a good kid that I have so little money but still give them most of them every month,dad was just shaming me for money I gave and blame me for living with them to take advantage of them, they use me and then abandon me like a tool.