I argued with parents today.took a a nap in the afternoon and mom got puss off and wreaked me up to work for money.she said dad is 65 years old and still work outside and it's not fair for her to see it happened.

I asked her why she always doesn't want to know and ask why I do this before she hurt Nd bully me in this way. I wake up 4 o'clock everyday and do best to work and try to make money,and today i feel not good and belly and head hurt .i told dad about it and he smiled  when mom kept silent.then I made a big mistake  ,I thought dad understand me and care me.so I tried to talk with dad for something more when I clean the floor and he is lying in bed watching tv as usual.I told him that someone can't be leader when they even aren't human being,when they do things like animals, they are only hurting human being when they are leaders of human being.except walking outside for making money dad does no housework at all,and he still wanna the only power to rule the family .it's totally wrong.I thought he can understand what I mean, but he just piss off like mom and start to attack me when I mention that I need to give him money every month to pay what he owe Chinese banks which he uses their cards to invest his families .

I just told him what I think  ,like story, like consciousness,and he just thinks that I'm attacking him.and he attacks me again,as usual.his smile is just for his benefits .he's never changed.never does housework, never respect female and the way to keep female and shame them,by food,  cloths, money,just not love or respect by heart and soul, does he really have them?no.never.

he likes and raise up QinShihuang and MaoZedong,he doesn't need to.he is another Mao who doesn't like and like to kill everybody is more talent than himself, more kind and wise and right by another revolution.only violence.

Family means to love,support and understand and respect and hold each other in this world,and so you can fight for what you want and need, not tools or back ways to make money for us to send you food, to be used to work and clean houses, choose cloths and anything you want them to do ,not slaves they are,treat family in the second way is just put the head on the feet to walk, put the cart before the horse ,it's ridiculous, it's not a good feeling for me to live on by things who others especially families give me to by themselves on feed
.it Sucks that communists live in this way all over the world well.

When I do something, they don't ask me why first. They don't want to know, when I want to tell them ,they just don't want to listen and shut me up by anger and attack.they don't care me , no communication. I'm not good at it.but I know all it just proves that what causes things above happen is enough hate and discrimination among us basing on the while social system and political status.from the very beginning 1949,even 1921,Chinese communism is just a lie,Chinese Party of communism is just a liar which is settled in all of our hearts to make us sicka,for what we have .