I bought lots of good food,for cats and me.And saw something in the market .the bad guys who are hired by local governments in uniforms rob food from sellers under the name of Chinese laws actually. Basing on power of Chinese communism Party,dad told me Mao Zedong is used by someone when I told him that it should be respected to bury his body instead of locking it in Beijing Tianan Square.and he also piss off after I shared food with them.then I fought against him that it's all right if he doesn't respect my money and how I make them,but respect my hard working when he even can't give a hand, to shut up and stop cutting in my own life
.be used?yeah, by demons,perhaps.

 

 

And when I had cakes for dinner which were overleft of lunch,mom pissed off and tried to stop me and told me I'm too fat to eat cakes without eating anything they cook for themselves.and said she doesn't like and hate the cloths I bought for this Autumn and winter.I asked back I don't kill I don't damage anything how bad she treats me like that I'm a criminal,I don't ask her to buy these for me by her money,what makes her talk like this?I like cake,is it my fault?she told me I don't even have any friend when I treat parents so bad,I asked that how could I treat some badass well when they treat me worse,she said don't use anything they pay,so I told her don't use anything I pay,then she asked me to move out,I  told her she'd better don't give me birth and don't marry dad and marry someone more than him,she always argue with dad when I was young,now I grow up she starts to argue with me,like that everybody who has my family name owe her,I event don't have a happy childhood, full of argue and violence,I had to keep quiet,read books only to cool myself down,cause I had no way out.I don't have friend,cause nobody want to make friends who only know how to argue and use violence,my first friends who are my parents make me feel shame when I treat them well,they only argue with each other,always ignore my feelings on that.I don't hate them,I just can't believe there're parents treat their kid so bad.and feel wired on it.Are they using me and my money who they dislike and hate most for their own lives to be taken care.and who will get nothing but only hate and laughs from them always.