I got the money. I called money gram of China service and they say it's another rule of China bank to frozen my card to get it.and they also asked me what the connect between me and who send me the money.I must tell truth,but I makes me sick to tell someone who even don't care me and my life my families friends  but only caring and protecting powers of who they care for own befits.

Dad asked me why I support trump who does his best to stop me who's a communist to go to America,if he wins I may never be there and my dream will never come true,to marry ,to give birth,to have rests of life with freedom,and start a new life.I say it's interesting that he starts to use his brain.yeah,I support him,it's my honor,it's easy for me to support Biden for me to go to America ,but this time honestly I absolute indeed don't think that much, do  not it for myself,I do what my heart tells me to do ,simply,my instinct and consciousness tell me to do, I think trump can be trusted to do this job for all good people in America.And I would like to bet it with all rest of my life.but actually when communism Party crash down,I just want to get the hell out of here.don't ask me why.

Being rich in pockets or not never be reasons to corrupt or not.cause whatever you have money or not in your pockets, you never can use money of the others to get what you want, when you don't have money to buy what you want,make it on your own properly,legally.

Moraliy is not about how much money people have,or capitalism or communism they are.I thought parents treated me well for communism when i was young. Now treating me badly for living longer.but when I see how I treat cats, I think there's love from bottom of their hearts, even when brains are washed totally, there are still something which can't be cleaned completely.honestly I want to go to America always, but with so many adopted cats which are with me, and stray cats to be taken care and feed, I don't know how to leave ,unless I die,perhaps.or find forever adopters and  homes for them all.make sure they have good future.,and I m still a communist,whatever a fake one or real one,either of them can make me being banned out of America.