Merry Christmas,God I have lots of questions this year,lots of things to thank you, to tell you, to pray.

I feel this year the feeling of Christmas is weak than usual for me.he's more busy to take care of his families and forgets my feeling...like forget something falling in the dark abysss of forgotten place always.trump releases lots of criminals like Joker,and he has lots of fans for supporting him to be crazy or to be crazy for supporting him.whatever Chinese or foreign Chinese do they pull and push other Chinese together ,people call it relationship when they call it national ties and I think if they escape from Chinese Party of communism which is failing and crashing down or not.

Cats , one is missing,the basement kitten still is trapped in the basement and it will be -18℃  next week.will it keep warm well,dogs,he's gone,and an abandoned dog's homeless,I know some chunese ate it and my neighbourhoods threw it ,life is changed after trump being President and virus releasing in the world.any connect between them?

The world need the truth.I need to find it.happy birthday Jesus.