i always thought I wanted to stay here ,because I must take care of parents, then I notice I'm wrong,they do everything to keep me stay,to take care of themselves, to use me as their mouth ,eyes,nose,face,wars,bodies,pockets,times,life,chances ,everything,even by killing my  heart soul and spirit.one of the worst thing of communism is that Chinese Party of communism wash heads of Chinese brain generation by generation,they don't wash brains of people for nothing,they are washed brains to persecute anyone else, they are not keeping still there when brains are washed, they become another communists to look for aims to wash,like virus. when kids grow up they find that their parents have already became garbage of history , nuclear weapons of Democrat and freedom, human rights ,poison of love and faith and demons , from then morality falls in China from 20 century, communism become their new faith  ,it's broken by communism and kids have to keep away from their parents by hates and confuse and misunderstanding until they become patents .then everything comes over again until Chinese Party of communism disappear and stop control all of them.

it's unbelievable that after I tell parents about every evil things of communism and Chinese Party of communism they still keep telling me in communism China the only way to become rich is to study in communism college and become a communist to make money on others in communism ways.dress live eat and enjoy luxury things by taking money money from the others freely by communism red power,including their money.they want me and like me to be a communist by robbing their money happily for being a communist.it makes me sick.

and even dad, he says it's right not to see Biden for soldiers but back towards him to protect him the President.I told him shoulders never service President but country, God knows my dad serves chairman of Chinese communism in his whole life and always keep them as his presidents in the world.I get so angry and never want to talk with him again.

they don't know or like to accept and respect even love any change of world and always live in the communism world but only pulling me back to the dust of history together,all the world can be against them but I can't, everybody can fight even kill them but I can't.it looks like that I have no right to do anything,but do I have right to do something I want to and like to even mean to for all of them ? they always think when they die there's a young kid with then staying with them it's called honor of being communists?revenge the whole world for communism?no,they only try to honor and revenge themselves . But I don't want to disappear in this way or to do in that way.if we don't change,nothing will happen for us,only disappearance also,with communism which is the most terrible traitor in the world, is more cruel than capitalism,takes everything which is given by God and blood from human being.