My mom become a bitch again this morning.and dad piss off again also.because I bought the medicine for healing poop for grandma who hurt her bones and hard to poo poo .and they thought I only want attention and praises for it and doesn't even care grandma a little bit. They are sorry basterds.

And the fired chickens i  booked online for us all in spring festival will be delivered today. I told them and they just want all of them and tell me stopping eating anything I buy for all of us when mom says I only think of eating.

I paid everything these days for spring festival by all the money I had,and almost 800cny,and they just say I should do that and should have done more than it, and should have paid everything, and should left them alone and live by myself and mom think it's all my fault.and dad think it's not mom's fault.love washed brains,blind eyes and make ears deaf.

This spring festival  ,I will not eat with them or stay with them but in my room alone.they suck,demons .wants me to starve for punishments and dad wants me to die for punishments ,and the punishments are just for their greed and expect which are not mine.I can't stay here anymore.who help me to leave with kids from here.am I too guilty or sinner to leave ?or it's just want demons' want,parents' plans for themselves.

I work so hard for all of us and for them it's only shit.after using and taking advantage of me they have happy lives and kick me back into corners again.making me raising feeding them when they need and making me disappearing and locking down for next time.

I don't like mom or dad from my childhood.mom took me to public bathroom and I felt she's raping me by eyes.and I don't like her to touch my body and she caught me and used brush hurt me badly.sometimes my body was even bleeding.and dad never cares about it but only blamed me when I escape from them.now I don't go to public bathroom anymore.I still don't like anybody to touch me anywhere, except fox.