Just disappointed on myself very much.aren't good at making friends, 3 is the most for me, 4 will drive me crazy. Some loves me, I don't love him, and after a while perhaps he will leave if I start to love him, I like someone, tell everybody he will be my husband in the future to make me fall in love ,and when I fall in love with him,perhaps he doesn't seem to wanna marry me now.someone aren't so important for me until I think I'm not that important for them.whatever I'm their gf or wife on the internet what can I do? I only need to make life living on by computer,with cats.they don't make life online,cause they don't need to,they have their own lives. if I become their gf or wife, I m laughed more.Will I marry my cats someday? Only cat left in the end ? Then die alone like a garbage in garbage  box? To be yourself, who never be liked or loved.but why I need to herself when I'm not ? Perhaps I just don't wanna to be myself.cause I only wanna to be liked or loved ,also?

Trump is like American movie, Biden is like Chinese legend.whoever is President -in-law, American government always only serve America itself.or it can always only be crashed down and built up by American,nobody else.America has its own way to go.other countries have their own things to do.leave them alone.any other who try to lead it into a wrong way is to kill it.

America is great,not because it's strong,or has power.but because America is great when it's still young, still has future.2021/3/23 下午5:54