Made a dream.we sisters played on the beach we found happily . Two babies, a girl and a boy, were playing in the water also around .I watched them nearby ,some women were passing by with strange beautiful dresses, I was surprised and tempted by the beautiful dresess.after seconds,the babies were missing from where they stayed.they couldn't swim ,couldn't drown,couldn't walk away,just disappeared quietly .we called the police, the police came,scientists came , I would like them to use hypnosis on me to see what happened and who took them away and found them back,they even had bad medicines which seemed like drugs to shot in me,I didn't like it,I hided from them all.I felt there was a woman with a pair of beautiful but wise shoes which might belong to witch took babies away. I think I saw her feet with the shoes behind women wearing dresses .That was a beach having ghost stories, or magic.we should not stay there.police might be parts of them.the only one who I could trust is myself.

in China,people say woman who fall in love have zero IQ.fool, I know.

Remember what you said: Most of Chinese prefer shortcuts to get into America,to immigrant,to do everything by risks,including myself.

It's more hurt for me to leave someone than someone leave me.

True love can't be found in lust,but pull you out.