The basement kitten died last night.I looked for it and found its body 100 meters.I buried its body which had no blood and little scratch on the left leg with saliva around the mouth and gums bleeding this morning when I went to send it food around 5:30am.parts of fur was wet on the legs,back and tail.

Yesterday someone who rent the basment returned and opened the door and used the wood blocking the window of the basement where the basment kitten was in.they kicked the kitten out and the dog became their last beaters.Last midnight I heard several dogs were parking nearby ,last for 10 minitues.I knew some cat must had trouble but I couldn't image it's the basement kitten.I wanted to help the cat, but parents would stop me for it,and blame and curse me and got angry.I didn't do it. my fault. I think there were 2~3 stray dogs,and they made the kitten scared and had heartache.and it was 2 Celsius last night.

I didn't sleep well last night,because in the afternoon I found the door of basement was open,the window was blocked and the basement kitten was gone.I didn't find it when I thought the kitten would appear again in the next morning.in the bed I felt being drown by pressures of people around me especially the fake wired smiles of a woman who told me that it's better to settle in the basement for the basement kitten than the homeless cats outside last year when i worried that if someone who rent the basement killed the basement kitten when they found it.the woman is living beside the basement and she can see what happen around the basment all the time.she's a friend of my mom.and I don't know who rent the basement,or she's the one who rent the basement.from last autumn I started to take care of the basement kitten which was left by her mom when it's a just little kitten,some women including her put pieces of sausages,dry food and overleft food few times also.I can't believe if she's the one who kicked the kitten out,and broke her promises to take care of the kitten all the time.I can't believe she first made her trust her,then broke everything.

There's another white cat which is sick now,I met it last week when it first appears on the way for me to send food to stray cats.someone live around seem pitying it and give it some food sometimes,until one moring they noticed me giving it food and a man talked to me with loud and nosiy voice and said this cat became picky after I gave it chicken legs and fish cans and medicines for healing it.he said when the weathers became warmer he will build a little house for it.I was joyful and believed his words until i saw the white cat got wet dirty hair and curl up in the corner of  their roof and shaking yesterday after a middle rain.where's his promise,where's the house?where is the white cat living now? how could so such a good man be so evil like this? 

When Chinese like you something,they take care of your things very well, when Chinese hate you something,they do everything to kill your things very badly.communism is bullshit.

When someone turn,they can never turn back.(2021.4.14AM)