When you scared of being hurt, you are hurt.and  when you are hurt,you will hurt others to stop hurt which isn't hurt by others for self-defense.then others who don't love you hurt you back,others who love you are hurt more than you do.bad endless loop until you cut off connects with them.so, next time, everything starts again unless you grow up,face hurts,and take care of others who love you, or not.someone says when your ankles are hurt and bleeding by high heels,keeping wearing them until the wounds become scars,become callus,then high heels will not hurt you anymore, I don't wear high heels, but sounds true to me.

In the world there're truly someone who can have funs and laugh and loves with each other in their lives unconditionally for free.luxary? lucky? I sell them to live on.lucky or not, don't know,but they spend their life for them,how much life can be valued or judged in this case?no, I can't value life by money,by anything .so why my life is so cheap, so sick?no, it's not cheap,or sick.I can make money by selling them,cause when others have funs and laugh and loves with each other I work hard.I try to be worthy it.

Who are touched by doll women and tool men ,who are envy them? Who are tempted by bitches and whores, who are angry and who are shamed ? who are shocked by animals cyborg aliens humanoid and humankind ,who are arrogant? 

Life is Not about Choose or Decide, But about Acknowledge and Learn for me.

I don't or don't want to give life up yet.whatever others or mine.