I made sad dreams last night.

Why someone who have all behaviors and chatacters as same as whom seem loving me before but hurt me badly don't love me still actually?

Because they all don't love me.and I'm not alive for them perhaps.they make me numb for stopping me fighting against themselves by lies and betrays of love.

So long I have ignored what's truly valuable and worthy and important things in my life when I'm busy for money and something else.

People may forget, but sometimes some of them can never forgive.