It was a good day until things get bad.I got some money from Mr fox who's family and Mr Bear by teaching Chinese which I very appreciate.then my broken teeth with a little hole in it cost most of money after I went to see doctors.they dig a big hole in it and cleaned the dirty things and filled it with something which they told me it can just insist on 3~5 years.that sucks,100CNY only for one year on my teeth? That's why all Chinese in America say it's a fast way to become rich in America to be a dentist?

 

After that when I went home and worried about my teeth on my way I heard some meow in the grass after I saw the snake man who looked at my chest all the time when passing me by.I think he might throw it there.it's a kitten in the grass.I promise that I will not adopt any more cat and take them home ,so i asked for helps from an old couple who feed homeless cats nearby for years, they refuse and stay away from me and were going to leave.I picked it up and took it to the shelter which is an abandoned wooded box with warm pads under the trees for hidding it from stray dogs to bite it.I put some dry cat food in the water which I could find to make them soft and covered up the enters.I plan to check it tomorrow and took some pictures and videos and uploaded on the Chinese communism internet to look for an adopter.on the way back home I saw the old couple returned again and they didn't leave.I don't bother them when they think they are bothered by love for cats of theirs? So Why they feed homeless cats around and leting everybody who lives here knows that they feed cat?habit?

Then after I returned home and took a bath I see there will rain at night and will be colder.lots of tests for lives it seems to be.

if nobody adopts him,I must take care of him as long as I can if he survives and lives on in and around the shelter well although it's still dangerous enough for him on his own.

I think Mr bear will  piss off about it that I don't use my money to make more better,I'm sorry, so tell me how could I leave it alone when I know that nobody will come for him? Why do I know that nobody will help, cause after I was raped,everybody stays away from me who am like shit and leave me hanging on there to die lonely and alonely, for shaming themselve.

Try living well, kitten.so many good men help you in the world, especially in America.don't give up.it seems like that when my life is saved to be alive, must use this life to save other life,or it's not worthy for the helps.