[20:18,Oct 30]some times I suspect if coronavirus is judgement of God or punishment of demons, or both.cause by it Chinese died a lot also when nobody even likes to blame China and Chinese communists for the source and dead and result.the world changes forever.

Fox1 feels lots of better today.I'm happy for him.now he has everything making him happy and be admired by, except praying for him and his families and sending him best wishes, what could I do and say? He paid his half life for them. As a friend it's all I can do.

[22:57,Oct 30]I must have talent to keep everyone away from myself.but it's better not to use it too much.

[4:56,Oct 30]it's getting cold.all morning will be very cold below zero after one or two month .but the white streetcat is still waiting me around 5:00 or 5:30.I tried to delay the time to give him food in the morning and look for him after lunchtime when it's more warmer to feed him.but not working unless I stop feed him to stop him waiting there in cold morning before cold winter comes . I couldn't adopt him,his hair is dirty everyday and I know he's trying best to find warm place to settle and find food at nights .and he's getting thinner than in the summer.God, what could I do.

Chinese enjoy winning but don't like to lose.Chinese love to compare their worst things with someone's better things for the first round, then compare their better things with someone's worst things for the second round, in the end comparing their best things with someone's worst things, so they could win twice when someone else could only win once. but it's not the end, they have final trumps for avoiding failure but call it a tie to go into overtimes. it makes a competation become politics.it's sick to tie self or ego to anything any competation for covering up truth whatever it's ugly or beautiful.

From Chinese communists appear in China in 20 century, how many communists have been in America and other countries, how much dirty money has been laundried into America and other countries, how dare Chinese and communists cut in and burn America and the world to the ground so deep (states)?

unclean money attracts unluck, corrupted money attracts basterds, dark and evil things attract dark and evil demons.no exception. some Chinese and communists have been in American and the world for a very long time, perhaps from the very beginning because of the good right things they do they could enjoy,and  they suffer pains and confuse and everything in their lives abroad because of the bad wrong things they do also, why they can enjoy alone when not suffer lonely? When they are poor communists they share pains together for becoming rich as Chinese communists and when they get rich they enjoy happiness alone as American  capitalists for being communists again in the future?

When you walk in peace, you see love care and respect, when you walk in wars, you see wounds blood and tears.reading what they post online are what they have now, can't believe they are already on liberty land they expect but still have hells in their minds.it looks like what they corrupt to be abroad doesn't bring them enough happiness, but punishments. they will and always deserve it.because when you be communist ,you always be it and it's your crime until you pay for it.

I read that in Wuhan, China someone killed all families of some communists who charged his villiege. there's an opinion about that the baby should hasn't been killed,the kid was innocent. but there's another opinion about that if it grew up the hate and revenage would last on it in the future, it would be a tragic life , so it's better to end everything by death once.I think it's cruel progress and right result. bad things of someone must be paid by someone themselves .if their dad didn't corrupt too much and robbed properties of the criminal's ,would the kids be given birth? from their birthdays their lives were set in this way. if their dad didn't corrupt and do so many bad things, there would be other kids being born in their home which would never have been killed for justic like this .perhaps its dad would not corrupt if it wasn't born,perhaps it would not be killed if it was born. everything has its own way to go ,and the way means to be right even when it's not a good thing. sometimes right things never be good.like this case.so good things aren't always right?