[9:48,Oct 13,2021]Communism needs someone who has very good morality, but how can someon who have very good morality be communism? Unless they don't.communism is Not morality.

Someday when people look inside of histories I think they could only see communism is the fatal shortcut in history for China to take.communism corrupts someone who have morality from inside.someone who don't have any morality honestly can't be corrupted at all,unless they start to have morality.communism Is corruption itself.

[19:00]Why?

I take care of homeless cats here in my city of China. I met someone who have gardens first bully them,beat them , then feed them garbage and curse them ,then accept donation of cats food,l for dogs, then ask for money by donation to spay cats but for dogs ,from someone who get donations by some other homeless cats and dogs.they all do it under the name of Chinese Party of communism military, even when they don't.

Why?

Like that they clean ass for ccp as honor of being parts of it, or throw all shits on ccp's head if something goes wrong.they don't use own money by works as I do, but donations for feeding cats ,they use ccp's name to feed cats when I do it by my own name.I don't do it for ccp which causes it, I don't work for communism, don't fix it,don't use ccp , it's not good for animals which need helps.that's why I stand again all of them who feed cats also and being used by them when I don't connect any of them for anything to avoid being used but still being used by my behaviors to make trusts from people for themselves , or suspect for me only. Being kind and taking care of homeless animals and become another way to be corrupted by communism, like that flood in ShanXi, Oct 3 ,Chinese governments ask all Chinese to donate it, 1 CNY 2 CNY together , they could only be 10 million, which isn't plenty enough, but a movie which is called the battle at lake ChangJin being full of betrays and lies and traps for Chinese Party of communism makes 24 billion CNY between Oct 1 to Oct 7, all money is put in communists' pockets without leaving a penny to victims in flood who are dying. it's sick.

[23:53,Oct 14]Why?

It should be thought about the starts of Chinese Communism which were from killing riches to share grounds with poor by communists in China. Killing is crime, they make it rules of communism itself , grounds are not communists', except crime and betray and lies they make it political aims and Mao 'god and saint' by it. But in fact Helping someone by things of someone else instead of own things is Not morality, Not best morality, but immorality. This behaviour is Not only immorality, but also stopping morality to become, like taking eggs by killing chickens . by this reality Communism hasn't only effected China and the world in history for one hundred years if it doesn't disappear as soon as possible , but also hundreds years, even thousands years.it's not a way out, but to die terribly from the very beginning.communism can't manage a country,but poison and destroy it by  benefiting communists themselves.

My parents' marriage is a mistake and failure, not only because there's no love between them at first, but also because it's a political communism marriage to make mom a bad communist by dad side's talent and mom side's darkness.from the day when I was 8 years old I said no to refuse dad who told me I decided our future by agreeing divorce of parents for avoiding being laughed at by having no mom, my future is decided.I decided rape which I deserve in my life, I decided suffer and abort in rape, i decide there would be a cousin and so many cousins on mother side looking at me like wolves looking at a little sheep. I deserve them all when communism keeps corrupting the world except China, I pay for them.now I see why all families don't like me even hate me  and everyone keeps distance from me,not only because of me but also because of themselves .cause I should have stopped them happen, cause I should have done something when I didn't,cause I don't like mom, communists, everything about us,and even when I'm torture and suffered and harmed I still want and still pray for the worst things to happen on someone who deserve them most.