[Oct 19]I know something from mom that one of our neighbourhoods have been in America for 20 years ago,the husband has the rooms of Chinese militaries for them still which they rend to others for making money when his wife has a restaurant in America with his son who has already married there.how many Chinese and American have background of Chinese Party of communism in America, abroad now?

If the best way to stay away from communism is to go abroad, what the fuck am I doing here?

Many materials can be used to corrupt by communists, food(~death, food comes from bodies of life), sex(~falls, sex comes from eating fruits in garden of eden),money(~corruptions, money comes deals which aren't fair but needs), why are only these things ? Why not God, Jesus, spirits ? ommunists get lazy? Crazy? They attract communists, Chinese communists? Like evil minds attract demons to possess on life being created by God?

Only eyes which see sun knows how much blue the beautiful sky is.only ears which hears demons understand how much dark the evil hell is.

If the truth is not only about how many communists go abroad,but also about how much the world is falling and attracts communists to go abroad? Like flies going towards and living by shits? 

[Oct 20]Yeah, it's great they are still alive and could live on freely as themselves.to be human who could be jealous of a fly's life which set its eggs on the wounds of themselves?

Someone loving you always love you,someone hating you always hate you,someone using you always use you.cause people never change.

It's not hurt when I leave someone who hate me by the truth, but hurt when I tell someone who I like by it again to protect myself.