Love your enemies, not God's.
Because it's what God does to me through the others.
[19_41]i could understand others rape my minds head brains even life by for with communism, but can't understand why my parents and families do it to me when they tell me it's good for me.when they rape my minds by communism they wanna communism comes out of my head.because communism is a thing which is made by incest, by demon .when blood ties of mine has and use ccimmunism ,it only makes me escape. And communism can't be right , because it's incest also.
[18_49]Why I don't take the public communism tests? Why I don't like everything about communism? not because I know it's evil ,actually I don't, but because every time I feel it's rape my head when I don't wanna to do whatever they want me to do , especially by their lies and cheats and shameless political purposes from the very beginning until I grow up by learning a word which is called brain washed.
[18_10pm]communism organizations just tell Chinese to do tests in Wechat groups,everyone pushes each other to do it personally and I don't like it at all.
The money to do the public tests is from governments financial apartments, they are all money of Chinese's. But communism organizations tell Chinese it's free test for everybody.it's a lie.all money is put in communists pockets, and Chinese can't wait to thank them for it.in the end Chinese only listen to and trust and love communists who laugh at and steal and kill them time after time.
Dad asked why you don't do it when the others all do it? So does he go to die when the others all go to die? no, only stepping stones like me for him . Mom said if you don't do the tests , the code is turning into yellow and red. But the code doesn't turn, she turns. a brave mom only knows to survive by bully her daughter.I asked him what do I owe them when I don't do the tests, he said of course you owe us.I asked is it my life? Take it, take it. He said ,you wanna to die, die outside instead of being at home, move out, I don't care where you go or live, dont eat or drink at home, I will never beg you for any of them. I said , no, it's not my home, but I don't move.I pay also I take care of you and do heavy house works, I can stay with cats as long as I want to until I leave.it's none of your business at all.they only love money in their pockets and feel shame of being infected and me for communism instead of life,liberty and dignity.
It's ridiculous someone piss off for themselves who are communists .and it's sad that someone
Everything about communism is Not clean.not because I know it's not clean, but because I don't like to take anything of any other's,whatever stuffs or bf husband or even a cell.
[16_19pm]honestly I don't wanna to be buried on this land after I die. That's why I tell myself I would rather to die on the way for freedom than to live in China if I can't leave here forever,with my cats.and it's not my last words.
[13:53am] even shaking hands hugs kisses wound be imaged by internet? they are by my hearts,not image. Whenever sex is job for me or not, sex in real life with Chinese who I don't know if they are communists or not and communists is rape and imaging to do it for me makes me gross and sick, not clean.it's not only body reflection, but also mental thing.it's never about real sex or virtual sex.never ever is.real sex and virtual sex are same for me.just like that I feel communism isn't clean when I connect it from the very beginning even when I was a kid.
I'm now discriminated again by parents who believe in communism by not believing or obey or follow communism.after trying to kick me out of this home, when lunchtime they ask me for money of food water electric and everything to live after ask for internet fee when they accept retirements from communists every month, six thousands add 3 thousands, 1 thousand fee for rent the rooms each month, 1 thousand fee for internet 1 thousand fee for public heat in winter.they don't let me eat and even stop it.all they like to do is to dig all my money out for communism and themselves to buy stuffs by my own money with so called fucking greedy damn communism shit.
As being a kid I love my parents, but as being a human I'm so sorry for them and can't stand by them but only God.virus is the biggest mistake of Chinese communists which kills billions in the world, now they buy everything expensive for helping communists to pay everything by their own money and prepare being lock down at home for communism government but blame
and curse me who take care of th at home to die for it alone and lonely and raise up communists to bless all of them when they know and understand everything is just a show and a lie but still cut in it for showing and lying together with communists in the world.they would rather to stand by 1 billion communists who tell lies than standing by only 1 person who tell truth to them.I could only say, I'm sorry, God,
SagaIt's never about morality in a communism country naturally. communists destroy morality already when what is 'morality' only is communism.but people still believe that it's morality, not communism, but moral communism. it's communist, is evil demon.
my mom she still believes that when she does everything communists wanna her to do, do all the public texts, have green codes and vaccine communism stuffs she is safe when I'm not to be lockdown by her reports to governments.she's wrong. Four hundred thousand people have been lockdown beside my city, they have done public texts for 7 times.and when there's one Chinese infection in my area, communism governments will lock down this area also with everyone in it.whatever how many times they do for communism party , just being abandoned, as fucking pieces of shit.and I told her whatever I starve to die or not.
I don't need them to bury my body.
Everything is for communism career only. Everything and everybody could be and should be and will be sacrificed. It sucks.
I think there is love among Chinese which is Not about blood ties but good and depressed by Chinese Party of communism among Chinese people even to fight against communism when there's is communism raising up to pull the love down. But , corrupted money only makes corrupted money, build corrupted buildings , feed corrupted people, there's no exception about it. So what about the 'love' is communism itself, love for communism only?
[8:24am] and what's the source of this infection in my city? And why? Someone relapse who were healed after being infected by coronavirus?
[2:17am]actually made a dream and wake up so write it down.my cousin who raped me with his background power found an abandoned empty old huge temple on the mountains when they did nothing but survived everyday, they lived in it and rebuilt it into a luxury castle.on the day for the cousin having a bridge being married, he with his families prison me in it on the top floor ,as a second woman and bridge or a sex toy in the future when his wife knew it and let him do it. When they had wedding I escaped,first burning everything in the room after connecting police and telling them cousin with his families killed lots of people and the bodies were buried in the garden,but cousin's dad already knew it he used the secret door to escape and tried to destroy the bodiesbodies before police arrived.I knew the secret door and told police also when they questioned me why no body was found.I was set free from them and joined in another wedding which made me feel happy instead of being sad,although I was not the bridge.End.
[2:10am]As being someone in shows Somethings were disasters, troubles and difficult in yesterday's show. But it's lucky everything's all right. Because I didn't take care of some status right, and could fix it right next time.
As being myself I think I hurt someone in shows because I was hurt also. And I don't know why I hurt them.it made them escape and leave me.but as much as the truth I tell, even when truth hurt me, I could be fine. I don't wanna to hide anything or lie about me to myself.
[1:51am,Nov13] yesterday I messaged dad about virus when he forced me to do tests for a green QR code to go outside freely by it and said virus would kill all of us in my city.I told him,no, whatever green code yellow code red code when you are infected they are all dead code. communism governments wanted to make the troubles bigger in my city by turning a big place into somewhere for lockdown infected patients.everyday more than thousands people were moving to my city, they wanted to move all patients from another part of my city where's 2 hours drive into my city for lockdown but never made the infected lines clear or moved fast by lockdown the sources of infections in time.but patients are too much, it would cost more time and materials and money. My city is only a small city but has 6 million population , no time. do they wanna all of them being sacrificed for own communism careers? the virus spread faster than last year, and if all the patients moved with the bad governments decisions but did nothing or heal them immediately , the infections would be much more in the next few weeks ,my city is small but people should not suffer this.if the lockdown hospital is built the things would be worst than Wuhan which was 110 million population and people would be hurt most by corruptions and weakness and delays of governments.it's not my city's fault.why it needed to be blamed or cursed for little mistakes so much ? It's not right.is it fair? keep people in where they are, lock down at where everyone is and start to heal patients who are most kids and young people at schools and colleges by right medicines and ways instead of moving them all out to another place with fear, punishing communists who are pushing responsibility to each other and only protect themselves by their jobs,take care of old ones who already have diseases and need medicines everyday, free food and living stuffs supply . Now. everything has been already in this fucking ways, hope everyone will be fine and make it this time.
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