[7_13_11_27]the world the earth is so beautiful,love between each life, among human, animals, bugs, plants , I believe there's God and heaven for all of them, so is demon and hell there . I don't  believe love between each human, between animals, between each life is because of and created made by and for communism instead of God. It's not about faith, but politics.and faith is Not politics.

 [5_55_11_27]dreamed dreams in dreams twice this week. dreamed I stood in front of a church which was having a wedding of someone with door closed ,when I felt not right about the closed door ,the door opened and the bridge appeared with white wedding dress alone, at the same time a monster appeared from my right hand side, stick through the middle of my body with its big buge paw ,a big hole on my body and I was badly injured but not on my heart, my stomach became a hole and I thought I would still be alive and fought against the monster ,then i saw my grandma on mother side who's dead this summer wake me up in that dream and the pawing monster and the fatal wound of mine were all gone.then we started to move to escape from bad guys.

This morning dreamed I was with people escaping from Tsunami when there's a boy or a young handsome man who looked for murders who killed people for fun for hide among us when we escaped or own purpose.then I saw he killed another one, then he started to tell another girl to meet him somewhere alone so he would tell her who's the murder.I was talking myself that no , girl, don't trust him. Then I wake up again.

Listened to an audio on YouTube yesterday about a communist in Chinese communism system telling that no communist loves Chinese instead of loving own kids and families and relationships for their communism careers and the futures by sending them abroad.so their kids families and relationships are communists, right? And so called escaping from Chinese communism Party in China is a political lie especially when they post online to love Chinese and China by talking about them bad instead of doing good things in Europe and America, right ? Like fans of politicians who do best to tell politicians don't corrupt for protecting own corruptions, these Chinese do best to tell Chinese Party of communism corrupts for making others believe they escape from and even wanna to change it by travels and immigrants to cover up that they are parts of corruptions of Chinese communism itself, right? That's why I always wish I was wrong and feel bad to be right , if nobody does something right on it, Chinese communists would become aliens with American to return next homes.

RON PERLMAN & SIGOURNEY WEAVER ALIEN 4 ALIEN: RESURRECTION (1997)