[11_30,12_12,2021]

I like fox's opinion,  communists make Frankenstein which is Chinese communism Party to destroy themselves. For me Chinese nation has been the only nation which loves and is loved by communism so long so far so long so deep, like Quasimodo's only love which was the only one loving him back in the world, never had a nation like this,  ever will have no another nation like this.

[9_24,12_12,2021]

Dad says without communism what they can do, they will be beggars, homeless jobless hopeless, nobody and  can't even feed themselves till die lonely and alone when they get older. but for me with communism what they can do, rob ,cheat, lie and steal, being cursed, disliked, fucked and killed.he doesn't like communism, but he still lives on it. Cause people couldn't refuse communism because of being blamed but because communism is wrong.

Fox says communists create Frankenstein which is Chinese communism Party and then it's going to kill itself. he doesn't like communists, so he still fights against it. Cause he has God in heart which could have only God in his life and can't have any other 'god' anymore.

But I like the book about Quasimodo altbout it's too sad for me to read it all. I believe there are some goodness in badness, which is not bad at all, so there are some badness in goodness, which is not good at all.if human came from space to the earth, they are kids of aliens, they must learn how to love from animals to live here, or even sex with animals to have babies also.

Goodness and badness are based on different views.When someone love God, someone else love demons.nobody could say they love demons not as much as how much someone else love God.the personality says love is equal, so it makes love become a right of politics instead of nature of humanity, there's right to love and hate demon,there's right to love and hate God, too.then people fight for rights to love and hate whatever God or demon , not only God or demon anymore.then wars start.Is it normal?

[4_40,12_12,2021]

Or is it true America creates this big Frankenstein which are China and Chinese Party of communism even Chinese communists then is going to destroy it by itself?

Chinese communists thank to someone who were sacrificed by communists to save themselves , these people believed Chinese communism Party  , and do they indeed want to kill them?

But the only way to fix government's corruption without hurting government itself is to kill people, only for communism ? To kill people of other governments for saving own people for own governments?

God always takes good ones away to heaven quickly and forgives sinners to pay for their sins lively and send bad ones back to hell definitely.Is it the only reason why there are so few good ones in the world? 

Having good humanity doesn't mean being a good man.everyone has good humanity , but not everyone is good? Quasimodo is not Frankenstein, Frankenstein is only Frankenstein.So why someone like to judge own judgements and call it truth or lies to play themselves? Is it normal?

[18_25,12_11,2021]

dad drunk from a meal for dinner and he's happy then was very sad and depressed. As an old communist he told me Chinese now are too fake to be human again.someone who has dinner with him said he didn't know dad until dad called his brother and talked like friends by video online. 

I told him I don't like lie and being lied,neither. but often I don't expose them unless they lie to my friends.then he looked sad and said thank you. What he did only was another real lie for the other communists, or in another word, Chinese .I don't think he did that for others who were friends of his or not. But perhaps his friends lie to or betray him first. As times as he tries, I respect him.I told him to quit communism circles many times, this time I still tell him so.

From my childhood parents always stop me to do anything, I fight against them and everything in my life.now I grow up I start to get closed to them, I don't understand.And i thank God making me too little to effect anybody. I can't effect them, neither they do.or in another word, the world which could be effected by a little person must become too messed up to clean up for itself.

People who lie often don't make money honest on their own but cheats, and communists always lie and never tell truth.I tell dad to stay them away and cats are honest than people, people aren't honest than cats.dad only tells me it's right when it's not : how much pay, how much gain.pay a lot, gain a lot, but in China. It's just a communism show.

I read someone Chinese abroad post online that they cry when they read some Japanese say forgive Chinese, they have no country power to protect it or support them but only rely on themselves.I piss off.I don't have any fucking country or government like communism China and Chinese government of communists only to be mine.I don't need them or any communism shit.

Some Chinese abroad talk a lot online about virus that it's released by wuhan China lab4 from 2019.even there are things which have been discussed about it before it by some American, like Bill Gates. And they effect me thinking about it or find the truth.And it's suspicious for me they could talk about it freely just because they are outside of China.

Is there possible before 2019 America or some other countries with America notice that Chinese communists wanted to do something to rule the world and threat their existences and hurt theories and they decided to use a virus to destroy and defeat Chinese communism Party by it? And Chinese communism Party says they should thank people who died in wuhan first for making times to keep Chinese communism Party surviving like what happened to 'win' ww2?

Or is it true Chinese communism Party killed these victims by virus for purpose to save itself from being killed by own corruption to be an alive monster which's going to be killed by the whole world?