[19_52,12_24,2021]

feet hurts, body's tired,eyes can't open, face heats  , walked and stayed with cats for hours today in -20℃ and fix the roof of the shelter in cold strong winds. All cans and water are frozen in 20 seconds, cats meow for water and tried to metle ice by tongue.they don't eat or drink enough. Every normal thing becomes difficult in cold weather. Hope I could make it right tomorrow morning and next days.

Silent night. A cat is still missing when other two appear today.I looks for her and cried for her. Most of cats hide and new homeless and stray cats appear.when I got home my cat was talking to the air, perhaps he saw her, perhaps She couldn't make it in this weather , I can't give up.

She's a good girl. Where's she? Are you all right, kid?

I know nobody understands me when I understand them, but they should have understood feelings of human to cats. I know someone don't love me when I love them, but they should have respected my way to love.

Cause for me cats were homeless,but for cats I'm home.for someone I'm crazy, but for me they were friends.

Just hope the night goes fast, so I could check cats tomorrow morning more earlier and do something for them.

Is Chinese abroad good? Live in freedom countries and blame China they lived before. Truth is not about what and who they blame, but what they do. And what they do abroad I can't see on the internet. 

Basing on behaviors of Chinese who should believe what they read by communists' rules, Chinese communism news, online shopping , limited medias and fake information by Chinese Party of communism, these Chinese abroad could be trusted.so this behavior could be used by both good and bad.

I can't read what I like to read for turning me into a direction , but read what it's telling the truth.