[2-33,12-30,2021]

Don't like or want to see anybody suffering inside because of me.if I care and love them, I suffer what they suffer.

So when I suffer I don't like or want anybody else to cut in. Only care and love could get me out.

I don't act after thinking, I act because what I think. In this place,in this time, what I think makes me angry, until I control it, I move. Moving by anger could feel less pains, but no less pains I can avoid, might bring extra pains. There's less feeling when feeling anger to move.when moving by anger is Not me moving, but something else.

Like taking care of cats is Not me when I take care of them, neither, but somebody else, neither.