I bought a bowl of ramen for myself and a delicious chicken leg today when the rat woman connected me when she told me the dead orange cat which I found in the empty room was the cat she took for years. I told her the orange cat is fine,and sent her picture I took, the cat I found was the cat snake woman took care badly.the food of snake woman for stray cats is difficult to eat for cats. Lots of fish bones only and dirty stuffs.
Then after she told me 11 puppies died in cold winter by cares of hers and another woman which is the the mom dog taking all puppies out of the shelter they built for them and killed the puppies, this time she told another mom dog they took care died with all her five puppies last week,the mom dog's ass had blood and no milk to feed her kids and very very very skinny, she gave birth at about Feb 8 and died in 3 days with her puppies.
I knew this mom dog and loved her very much.when the first time I met her she always looked very very very sad every time and it took my attention. she's very different from other stray dogs for me. I feed her food sometimes when food is plenty for both cats and some dogs. and she loved them, she loved me.although she's very scared of human being and often bullied by other stray dogs for food to survive when these women often called her silly for being bullied, and didn't like her. it was wrong. she often stayed away from me when other dogs stay closed to me,after other dogs are she got closed to me,but my food was already gone.she was sad for living in this way but still fighting against it, so am I.
now I know why the stray dog which bullied her a lot looked very depressed and doesn't bully other dogs or stray cats again or barking when I feed them first but just stay beside looking at me quietly for food.he's sad and might feel sorry about his friend's death.last month I felt something following me when walking in streets for cats,when I turned around nothing, only winds. the feelings had gone from last week,now I see why, for the mom dog , and she's trying to ask helps from me, or tell me something was wrong on her and her kids.
The rat woman blamed the mom dog again about settling her puppies between the gaps of a wall which cold winds got through and the wall even hurt one of their heads when last time she blamed another mom dog which put her 11 puppies on the cold frozen ground and killed them unintelligent to do it.I think she's wrong and bad,although the snake woman told me the rat woman is rich and very kind.I don't see any kindness to blame mom dogs like that when she's a mom and looks like corrupted by her money when she told me they all are tired for these stray dogs they feed.
mom dogs do everything for loving their kids, whatever they are dog , cat, human being.their puppies are hurt, died or killed ,and they shouldn't have been blamed ,cursed or hurt in any way, there is only one reason, it's not any of their faults and it's because their kids aren't safe for them, by their instincts, they don't trust some human they would not settle their kids in their shelters, they ask helps from human they do something to tell them.
And as I know these mom dogs are more smarter and adorable than any other dogs . The mom dog had blood on her ass, I feel there was another puppy in her body. She put the puppies in the gap of the wall, it's looking like she's trying to tell human there's a puppy stuck in her body, like the puppies she put in the gap of the walls. But women only blamed her for it to be talent, worse than animals when she wanted to save her kid in her body still by asking for help.
It's her first birth, she's too skinny to have strength to push the baby out which couldn't move anymore, and no food water and nobody helping her to feel comfortable well safe for giving birth, she died for obstructed labour, and the third weasel woman found her and messaged me about it. she didn't do anything for it but just moved the puppies from the gaps of walls instead of sending her to the vet for a check when she lives in expensive communism apartment as families of Chinese communists, too. The puppies didn't make it, hard to make it in their shelter alone when there's only a shelter for them without love, but only pity to protect these women's selfish for keeping controlling them , ,for showing power and money, like witches.
It's my mistake.if I cut in the end would be not the same? Nobody could be trusted in China. Or the only payment they take away from me is what and who I love,care and respect . When they talked like that they love these cats dogs so much but they feel tired and no joy to take care of them my heart was broken for thinking about them as companies once.cats,dogs' love, trust and care wrong human here and the only thing I could do is staying with them, give all food I could give for them and lose sleeping at nights by writting down them like my little dirty secrets.I trust these little life,but I don't trust human they trust.this is not the only point I can't let them go.but it's a very important point for me to keep trying for them, after knowing the snake, rat and weasel women and what they do, I think of giving up more frequently , but on another side, if I can't be trusted for these furry creatures, who they can trust except me?
I asked rat women where did they bury them, I want to see them. She doesnt me tell me I feel she refuses to.life is equal, everyone has pets or had, who could treat other animals ,little animals had even worse just because they are homeless, are stray?
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Perhaps my life is a progress to make mistakes for me to get how much stupid I am by making mistakes, or to make sense of me.
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