{16-16,3-8,2022}

Churchill said' price of greatness is responsibility', not money or power, not relationships or whom I know or not, not the directions to step forward or back and escape.

{9-02,3-8,2022}

I suddenly feel frightened about this war, perhaps Ukraine doesn't only fight against Russia, but also the whole world including EU, America, French and all of them, especially China: nationalism, communism, socialism and Marxism.

Ukraine uses itself pointing towards to truth when Russia's sacrificing itself to cover it up.

And truth, perhaps now it's everywhere. Unless I change.

{00-30,3-8,2022}

Never feel a world is so closed to by the war.

Corrupted governments and their employees never do anything to benefit their people or citizens, or they would never corrupt.

Selfish of normal people benefit normal people themselves.but selfish of governments employees is corruption which has too much power, it could not only benefit them, but also kill who they serve - people and citizens at the same times.

Perhaps someday I would see the Chinese communists are someone who are hurt by truth of Chinese nation then they become evil.Perhaps someday I could see Chinese communists are meaning to sacrifice themselves for Chinese until they see something they never saw and can't forgive or understand before and they change them forever.Perhaps someday I see Chinese communists are so pure that they rescue some Chinese who might be ccommunists who might not be communists by taking them abroad out of China, even have their babies for them, like planting seeds in the world.

But even though Chinese Party of communism's  China and Chinese are both lies which they never exist, what's the matter? cause even when they betray the whole world I could not betray myself.

Someone who feed feral laugh at me who treating cats as my own kids because I don't have kids. It's a mistake. I treat cats as my kids, not because I treat them as my kids or I don't have my own kids, but because they treat me as their mom.