{19-10,3-10,2022}

after dreaming my mother calling me when I put food for cats, this morning a cat which waits me at the same place every time when I pass by called me again from the same direction, sounds like: hey, are you putting food for cats, could I have some? Then I put food down, she jumps on the desk and starts to eat them all.

I never take care of cats or being cat mom, perhaps for me,they are my mom.they take care of me instead, teach me how to love, remind me God's everywhere. That's what my friends so to me, too.

{16-47,3-10,2022}

the world, everybody takes much more from each other than what they have day after day, time after time, respect, care, love, money, power, imagine, trust, time, faith, patience, attention, civilization, compassion competition imagination,  even sadness, tears snd blood, everything.first, virus, then, wars, there might be a hand to make them happen, the point is whose hand? God's? Or hand of (sons of ) bitches?

Some (foreign) Chinese and communists post on Twitter that the 8-kids chained Chinese woman said'the world left her ' , 'the world abandons her or doesn't wanna her anymore'. So the question is: if the world doesn't wanna me, why I wanna the world? 

When human or life only has desire of survive or survive instinct when fighting against criminals, and bad evil things by pressure of darkness and even demon,  what's left?

{14-57,3-10,2022}

When I know Ukraine is attacked and invaded by Russia, I feel angry and believe Ukraine will make it and Russia deserves it. When I know Russia is losing and falling, perhaps wars would end soon, I feel more sad and hurt, in wars all life suffers and die for nothing, after wars there's another start, could it be little better than war itself?