{17-31,3-12,2022}

stop updating and start to updating on another blog.thanks for everything here.

{1-29,3-12,2022}

Yesterday I used my left money which I wanted to buy a peach can for myself buying bread, milk and pan cake for parents who told me they wanna to eat when feeling weak , dad has a peach can and he said he would share with me today when he refused to share it with me yesterday, then he blames me with mom for it and said they would share with me tomorrow.

I expected them to keep their words every time, just because I don't wanna to believe that they are lying, to me. It sucks .

On one side they blame and curse me being shit for nothing to do, no job ,no money, no car, no house, no marriage, no kid when on another side they take all sources from me to live, to survive, to make money for enjoying, to make communism friends for fun, to keep relationship for communism power, to service Chinese Party of communism, by and to support communists in this area, streets, town, city, province and the country who give them money to betray ,to lie, to cheat, to bully, to blackmail and hurt me.

I thought they protected me by covering me up ,that's why they corrupt with Chinese Party of communism by shows.then I see who cover me up is not them, what they do is as same as Chinese Party of communism for themselves by taking or using me or selling me.they are sacrificing me for communism and they never are satisfied. Even if I'm a victim, I aren't innocent, i need to pay for it, too.