Make faces.
Make Masks.

Trump should refuse the invite to send American to fix virus from cpc and Xi.

It sucks.

(1)basing on the research last year it should be 5 billion.

(2)virus is getting worse.they will be used.cpc may just wanna to pull someone die with or for them to be survived. The American will be another fly tiger and can't bring the honor they deserve back.

(3)from today Chinese will return to other cities to work from hometowns,everybody can bring virus.if cpc and Xi wanna to fix it the only way is to stop people return to work whatever it will cause and stay at home.,but they don't.

(4)it's a political request to continue Chinese Party of Communism 's life.no American should be sacrificed and die here.it's to let them send their life to death.

Chinese wanna step forwards,

Chinese communism Party makes them look back the way they wallked,

:fish in troubled water they make=try to take advantage in difficult situations,

Chinese book tickets from cpc for a different future,

Chinese communism Party only put them on the bus to end of the world.

:kill the donkey after he makes flours by milestones=get rid of someone as soon as they finish their jobs.

In this virus case Chinese givernments and Chinese Party of communism have bad dereliction of duty and do a lot of malfeasance.someone in my room just said I don't love or respect the communism governments and Party enough for it?how to love and respect them more for it? Die for them and their communism careers this time by virus which they create and release and spread ? Make sense now. Is the gossip true?if I love them so I should kill them all?or escape from them and here like you do?what I love should be me to protect , and my life.what I love is not our side,but in my heart.and my heart is with what I love.

I tell mom when she always see good side of world,she is always lied.

Brainwashed is when someone want you to believe what they tell believe and think by any way including shame hurt even kill,violence.it happens everyday in China.

When I tell what I know yesterday, it happens again.

Now I know why I feel it's not my home or families around me  ,communism leads them to another way to go.covering up red cores by shows to live like a human being when people need helps even me they become red demon which are real them.

Lies are always lies even when most of people believe them, but truth is always truth whatever how many people believe it or no one bieve it .

Chinese communists wanna constituconstitution of Chinese Party of communism to be bible and chairman to be god, but in bible there is only one God,in the world there is only one God,too.

They don't wanna others know what others don't know to make others fear.

But when I tell what people don't know, people can fear what?

God?

Now  I know why bunch of Chinese abroad are just so proud of China and Chinese government and Chinese Party of Communism which have more and more Chinese die everyday for virus not only  because they are scared  to be the next when they attack me by shames and evil words .

When more Chinese - honestly more Chinese who work for love and respect honor and God for lower prices - are infected and die - actually powerful corrupted communists have more chances to survive by controls and rob stuffs to live on when disasters come by violence and weapons and darkness - for communism and Chinese governments ' more and more  weak and ridiculous they talk China and Chinese governments with all more better words which they think are more right to praise them better when they are in America, French,England and the world but China ,like slaves.why?cause they are told to be good kids of communism ,of Chinese Party of Communism.why they want to be good kids of communism?cause only when they are good kids like this they can get what they have now,be in foreign countries,have funs,wanna to play and laugh at or hurt dann kill someone whenever they wanna to do and have from Chinese Party of Communism.

More People die for love by anything whatever governments release or an accident ,more they feel proud of China which is ruled by Chinese Party of Communism and CPC,more they work and live for communism harder and sell their souls to demons for repay.

I'm a communist before. I know what they think.in opposit way of Chinese people,and now still call God who is loved and respected honored by everybody to themselves.

To make them understand Chinese  Party of Communism is evil sucks and betray it lie to it for truth is to cut off benefits from Chinese Party of Communism for them, is to kill them and take away pipes from sucking money of so called low Chinese for their own lives which can support their freedom and equal,luxury houses cars and cloths,watch and sex,faith and breath abroad which can attract some attentions and more objects to fall.it's not cool at all. It's corrupt .

Cakes from God and cakes from evil,even from same cooker, tastes are not the same.the first one could make stamoch more happy full,another one makes stomach more hunger and greed.

When someone who being sucked by blood for being forced and controlled even ruled by government and Party die for virus which appear weirdly in the country,you just only feel proud of the government and Party and the country and some masks they mail to make self feel better from feeling guilty. Yeah,they should shame on me. Cause I quit their great career of communism and not one of them anymore!

There is a possibility that USA create it and cpc spread it,

Or cpc corrupt USA someone bring virus to China,

Or cpc create it and it spread by accident,

Or by some USA cut in and make the so called accident,

Or a biology weapon test .

People who only think good thing when things get worse make things get worse and the worse thing is that they don't believe real things and want to know  truth.

Coward never protect their kids.even they do they only do it for themselves.

Do you think cpc Xi using  Chinese life to protect their power continue by dealing with trump?

If trump say only when Chinese become 7 billions or even 5 trump can cancel the taxes and trade deal.

Or they wanna use life of Chinese to force trump cancel them.

Is it possible.

But when hard to know the facts instinct is what I  only have to get the truth

I read a gossip.

Someone says this infection of lung only kill and effect much more for men who are between 40 to 60 years old and old men.and Chinese government doesn't have money to pay old Chinese 's social assurance.so government uses virus to kill them and power of government  and cpc will be kept .

And infections can also cover up trade deal effects and get attention on virus instead of trad deals and other things ,collect pitied and excuses to delay and cacel the money to pay to USA.

And even if the infection is healed,patients will not live longer,the virus will damage lungs perpetually.

Last time eat up Hong Kong  now Chinese, what the hell appetite cpc has now.

When I first read the plague i see death in front of me face to me last year. Now I wake up this morning when I open my door, I see a white ghost or someone stood on my right wait for me but when I turn right I saw No body.is this white shadow Angel  which protect me?us?

Now I see why you say you don't care money, cause money can't save anybody.so why trump feels proud to get lots of money from cpc government China , he loves money? So he can be corrupted.the trad deal is kind of corruption for trump from Chinese Party of communism.cpc Does not wanna to change but just use the step to go back for a bigger step forward.

I told dad to bring me some breakfast when he going shopping he refused .

I told him he not have a heart, he said he has, I said yeah has a heart which only for cpc and communism. And his family.

I asked dad if you love cpc and China, do something  ,he said he can doing nothing. Then I told him so don't tell you love cpc or China again.

I read news for them to tell them truth then he feel being shamed by truth when trusting lies of  pc on tv about virus which cpc reports.He starts to attck me by bad words he said I'm washing his head.

First he doesn't trust me now get angry at me then what.Sound like virus spread is my fault for him,terrfic.

Yeah, he isn't only a drinker ,but also a drinker who use drink to cover up his washed head of cpc.

Why he use drinking which I hate most to cover up his communism mind.and betray me sent me to cpc army to work.

He never give up harm me.

Perhaps he wanna me keep away communism and notice a real him who is suffered by cpc,too.if he does he stil conciouness in heaet somewhere,where not be washedhead yet.for me.

I thought America is a heaven for all of us who suffer communism on the earth ,now it s being corrupted by communism time after time.

Patient 's records can't be viewed by patient themselves it's wrong.,Just for benefits of hospitals, that's  totally wrong.

These motherfuckers either delete all records or keep records as their economic secrets for Their object researches or selling to other hospitals for purposes.

Chinese Party of Communism , even communism is the only thing which can refi demons and evil things well.

It's why they exist just because they are on the opposite way of God and someone use them to abstract God.

Instead of issuing huge national treasury bonds why not fire as many as government employees who corrupt and don't do their jobs but always work for money and power,isn't it the fastest way to solve the biggest financial deceit in history of China .

I borrowed dad 150CNY to buy  one bag dry food right now,I connect the seller they say they will stop mail stuffs for festival until this afternoon.he blamed and cursed me for it and said im a bagar after he asked for 200CNY to have some so called festival meal dinner with me in a restaurant which mom wants to try after she said she would pay it when it only needs 100cny.

He would not get 200CNY if he didn't borrow me 150CNY.he knows that.but why he say bad to me when I will pay him back 150CNY add 200CNY for that dinner .

It makes me feel bad all day and don't wanna to do anything. Cause every thing for him I do is just what a begar does.make money,survive olive and fight for what is right.

He hurts me and I don't know how to fight back.It's  not right way to treat anybody like this.I feel I'm a stranger for them,Who only is used for asking for money.I told him i wanna to invite them to have a dinner for the spring festival by 100CNY, and I will not go  but only mom and him.then he said 100CNY will not plenty  200CNY.First ,I refuse  then I talked with the seller they says today is the last day they mail food, then I have to talk with him again and say okay  I will pay you 200 for dinner, but you need to borrow me 150 first.Then he sent me 150 and curse me a begger and then left with anger.He real want  that 200CNY.

In November 2019 I gave him 300 CNY.For food and helped him to pay back money to the bank which he owe money.And he said he forgot.And until I show him the records list that I give him back  the phone service fee I borrowed from him last month he still said that I owed him that money and not sent them back to him.He says I owe him too much and he can't remeber.

If the fee to give birth of me and fee to feed me by mom milk is what I owe then I should not born in this world.Every drop of water I drink every bite I eat every time the air I breath should be paid to him.I can't live in this way,not kid.Slave of communism.

I don't wanna to eat with families when they visit parents again this festival. Cause no respect on me so it's  why I  refuse hide from them every time. It makes dad angry piss off and waanns me to service them until I told him I can make 1 CNY /minutes, he changed and get happy and say you just hide in your room with cats ,that's  okay.

He angry when I will not meet families again for festival cause I'm their shame who not work for cpc d communism government, they are the ones who  don't wanna me to meet families and I don't wanna them feel shame because of me, but for money they can ban me from meeting families happpily, it makes me feel I'm just a stranger and my time  for them who have none business of theirs when my labour and money do.

They laught hate and destroy my life and blame curse me for it they are the ones who destroy me and make  my life tragic now they blame shame and curse them to me.They always say they want to kick me out of here and they want me so much .I live in hell.

And the only sin in here is become communism exists and cpc still in charge,and born in Chin here and have blood of Chinese.

I just feel sad about everything and everybody treat me in this way.I try.try hard.why.Try to survive try hard to live like a person.But nobody accept and respect it.This feeling is more than being dead .

They try to corrupt me by envy of theirs,that's not fair.why me?

I got an old man up from ground who pee beside the road when I passed by his wife stopped me and asked for help.He's 80kg and 84 years old. And said I would not carry him up but I said it can be tried.Then they thanked me and I walked home.

They deserve to fall down. But i still gave them a hand.

Anotger old man talked with in the bus he said thank Chinese communism Party he can live by money which givernment pay him every monthwhen he get old.but Mao got mad when he git old and killed 3000 thousand chinese by hunger.i just wanted to ask him why Mao banned Chinese harvest lots of food those years left food rot and made Chinese eat each other's children from dying . But i didnt. I turned around and took off the bus. Everything still sucks when couples hold hands after hurt each other and try to kill each other just for rely on each other because of some money and powers shit.

Don't do anything make you feel regret, is that true.

Im not an amgel.I do because I wanna stop regrets,instead of helping cats.

It's okay to have regrets when with you.

Now i feel more regrets,but too late to retirn home.

When you wanna to do something  , do something, it's  freedom.

When you wanna to wear something  , wear something, it's  freedom.

When you wanna to be somebody, but only be yourelf, it's  freedom,too.

Perhaps is ,peehaps not.

Whatever how many times i need to try homuch more I can feed cats and take care of them, I will go as far as I can go.it's not  a promise.

I don't wanna mom to think like that I use to take money from her pockets.Or she will think everything bad is me to do. And blame me for what I don't do.It will makes prejudice . 

I read that the infection of lungs spread in Singapore  now.So much things about virsus appear in same time from Same place China ,it's too suspicious.Singapore is another country which full of Chinese  and Chinese use to stay work live.Are some communists using virus to fear world and threat USA.Perhaps the virsus changes By Africa swine fever.Chinese rob lots of materials in Africa, perhaps it's judgement from God.Chinese hire very few African to build big buildings for Chinese to live there as 99 years or 1000 years when they promise to hire as many as African to build buildings and let African live in.most of workers are Chinese, who have houses buildings are Chinese ,too.It's  kind of economic colony.

last time when I fix the sunshine shelter of deal the snake man saw me and got closed to me and said that is there kitten I said no, then he said oh you change the haircut, your hair is black that's good.flirt me.

And some Chinese middle school students passed by,two girl talked about cats and I heard that they say the cars which are stray and homeless are not sweet or beautiful than their pet cats.it makes me feel bad when I was feeling good to build the sunshine shelter for stray and homeless cats to have food water in the rains and snow,even avoid escape from dogs around there.I have cats which are adopted in streets.it makes me wanna to punch on their noses immediately ,my hands even shake by anger but I control and calm down.shame me.

Parents especially mom stop me cook,They say with cats lots of virus on me,force me not eat anything or touch food.

Mom just hates cats dirty and said my hands are dirty being with cats and need to do housework after washing hands.I argue with her for that and she said everything which people do for a long time is right, I say no.

She says her mom uses operation gauze to cover the wood to cover the enter of Thermos bottle When she was born. So it's right to do so.And she said my hands with cats will dirt them so I need to wash my hands before I use the thermos bottles to drink hot water.And she never says that gauze which could only be used for one time in operation has been used years after they use them on thermos bottles and sometimes there are green moss on them.

But she says it has been a way which has been used by grandma for years so it's  right  Every thing lasts for a long time is right, they are older than me so all they talk about and do are so right and I'm wrong for being younger than them,they are mad.

Actually most of Chinese are in this way.Perhaps it's why they rob the world steal from American and use Africa but never feel guilty and bad for power and benefits.They think it's right to do anything for an accient  nation,Like panda which is an ancient kind should be protected and loved whatever they havs cruel nature or not.

Anything which can threat and damage and even destroy their power and superity should be disappeared for them, or in their ways. Freaky mother fucker son of bitches.

Is it why America getting out of the ways of Chinese Party of Communism and let them pass into American political systems? By sign trade deal which he knows China will not do it as what trade deal says.

American rich are doing good right things for American and their country by being employees of American governments on the earth ,even President and old.to become more American.

Chinese rich are only doing bad wrong things for communism and themselves by being members of Chinese communism Party in Chinese government ,especially chairman and kids.to become richer.

So different ,

I want to keep cats all mine and don't wanna to send them to others or abandons them in the dark corners of city and make them die somewhere unknown lonely.

But dad always keep pushing me to do it or yell to me for selling or abandoning them when mom whisper in his ears about me and cats like some neighbourhoods do to her.

I told mom don't learn from bad ones but learn from good when I talked with her but then still use dad to push me down by bad words,which are like shooting in my heart.dad said why you bring cats home so easily when you say it's too difficult to send cats to others for adopt again.I don't tell him it's kind of betray for me cats trust me I can't betray them.but I tell him if it's so easy for you to bring cats back and adopt them why you never do or make it?

Then in the end he keeps quiet again.

If it is as easy as what he say about adopt cats feed them ,why he can't do it or make it.

Mom told me to make more big money for eating more delcious expensive food ,I refuse and ask her why more money Chinese Party of Communism and Chinese government corrupt more money of mine when I make more money.

I don't wanna make money for them and I don't like to make money when I know that someone else will corrupt them. No emotion on working like this and no emotion to make money for power they have which is used to rob me and keep me in China for being their slaves

And mom got angry and instead of stoping corruption or blame them but stop me telling the truth and blame me that I so die for hunger when i not make money.

She will watch me die when I don't make money in that way without giving me a hand.

If mom wanna me to have good  feelings to make money she could stop cpc and government corrupt my money first, who will like to make money on me when they know that all the money they make will be 2/3 of my money.

I read that some one are infected by the unknown lung infect in WuHan city of China,I suspect it's plague but cpc says maybe sars.I suspect it's spreading.

It's wired that the first case in wuhan are sellers in one wuhan market, but other patients of unknow infect cases never be in the  wuhan market before, it's why I suspect the source of virsus isn't from the market, but plague Which has already start from last year.not end yet.

Someone also said it's biological attack of cpc . But I suspect that.if news Say it is plague, people will become very scared, plague is one of two most dangerous visus in the world ,and Sars not worse than it, government not wanna people get scared for protect power to control people.So they said it's sars, so people not too scared to be controlled.

I read there are brucellosis in GanSu province LanZhou city now also.1) African swine fever, 2) Beijing plague, 3) Unknown pneumonia in Wuhan, 4) Brucellosis in Lanzhou, 5) Tuberculosis in Yangzhou.Something is very suspicious,,Unless someone release them for purpose I don't think these visus can spread at the same time in one country when Hong konger protect their city,America attack cpc government and many Chinese losing their jobs ..Someone may want use virsus to cover the problems of lives for Chinese ,and attract their attentions  , just be like that they would rather Chinese to die than be alive to destroy their power to control here.

Remeber 911?There are some gossips here about it, that year was the best year to take care of cpc and change China totally but 911 happened and attract attentions of USA government to ai-quida aka the base  . And last year cpc met Taliban leaders in China and treat them very well. Do you think it's  kind of coincidence.

What cpc likes to use to corrupt ,money .Perhaps cpc corrupted someone like Taliban terrorists to attack USA for attract attention of USA from China so China would have some times to develop  cpc  to be strong enough to fight against USA. And Taliban terrorists have no choice, cause they either are destroyed by USA or die on its own without any money to buy new weapons and ,they also need fame to keep their members to trust them, So they sacrifice for cpc,and make about 18 years for cpc to grow .

Only when They have same aim they become a company, at least they never care if America become dead or hurt or not.Yeah, I afraid terrorists are just tools for someone else .Tools for someone else to last their life and depress kill their same enemies-American.

Which country can get best chance to survive when America takes attention to middle East terrorists,which country can be badly damaged even destroyed when terrorists of middle East all cleaned by American government? Only one country can be like these,China.I think China is which one who send money and materials to the terrorists 'organizations for fight against America .And I guess some America also stop sell weapons to the organizations also when they notice that if America fall down they will not get any benefits from cpc which promise them a better future.

More simple,more use.