To be President of unite stats needs to be American first.Joe Biden wanna to be a next President but don't wanna to be an American .Trump doesn't wanna to be next President but he know he's an American.Chris wallac, should has been used for balancing trump's tough/decisive and biden's complacent /arrogant.and he just becomes a walker passing by to blame trump who drives his car legally for an old man who pretends to be knocked down by trump for compensation--to have the car-America.will he vote Trump .does he respect America ? He makes me sick.Biden is a victim of communism , but trump is not a survivor of it .

redemption

communism is not fair at alll.it doesn't only rob steal cheat and benefit themselves everything from the others,but also ignore and hurt and depress and even kill talents of everyone , human rights, equal,democracy,freedom,liberty,love,blood ties,faith,everything which life has when it comes to this world,get and distribute products by loyalties for communism,distribute materials basing on belief of communism and how much people believe in communism and work for communists.

anti-corruption is a lie and murder.They judge and pull out some of them who born to have more things than how much they believe in communism to be scapegoats for them in the world.

Whatever Joe Biden and Chinese Party of communism use each other or not or he has background of communism or not or he's someone who can sacrifice everything to get what he wants,even to be a President.I can't trust him and who choose and will choose this one is going to destroy America in the future and they even don't care.

If 2020 collection is an American disaster scared film,America is a ship having problems,Biden is the one jumping into ocean abandoning the ship and drown, trump is someone running out to steering for love and faith,but for some reason Biden come back to the ship again,so someone on the ship think he's a god to save them,instead of being possessed by communism and demons to kill everybody.do I watch too many Hollywood movies?

Biden will not and knows he will not be next President, he works for America for a very long time, if he can't be next President,what can he do? He isn't sure.But there are a lot of things to do without being a President.if trump is ironman
,Biden must be evil American captain.

For protecting what people have and born to have people must fight against Chinese communism, it's not a contradiction.but if anyone has or had connect with Chinese communism, he pays for it when the day comes.perhaps for Biden to be defeated by Trump is his redemption,the only thing he worries is that if Trump is strong enough or not to be himself.

 3 days now, code still can't money out from money gram,and I went to other three Chinese banks which also have business with money gram again today. they say if bank of China don't give me money,they can't do it,neither, and they rarely do this .it means bank of China control all money gram's businesses ,as I know bank of China should has dollars from money gram which is used for customers to cash in China by code,now they frozen accounts to get dollar from money gram,it means Chinese Party of communism touch or corrupt this money, and they cant pay dollars to customers.another man wanted to get 10 thousand dollars out of his account in bank of China also. But bank of China told him that there's no dollar cash in the banks,and don't know when they will have.right now at 18:00 , China bank called me and told me money gram suspects me doing money laundering, just for 100 dollars,they can call me who own them doing money laundering.it's why I can't get my money from China bank.they screw up everything and keep my money now they frame me money laundering under the name of money gram which is an American company. I feel being poo poo on head by some Mafia.

 bank of China corrupts my money for 100dollar again.I tried hard to get it out by money gram and China banks all lie to me and refuse to give it to me by code and Id card of mine . I told parents the banks corrupted my money, they laugh at me when I say that ccp can corrupt 1 billion from Chinese why they can't corrupt 100cny from a Chinese money,and mom looks like me like that I deserve it and dad looks like that my money should be ccp 's when it wants or needs.perhaps 100 dollar is nothing for Chinese Party of communism,but it and its governments has so much every penny in other's pockets,their power bases on lies and sorcery for trust and loyalty, 

why the jobs which exist for someone need someone to do instead of paying someone else to do? If they don't wanna to do as jobs , can they be forced to do them?

Lots of people die,and make me curious,if the reasons for their death can be found, will they change everything?

Nobody is not nobody,superman is not super,great people are not great,trump is not trump.

So many people keep their scects
,the world become like this,if no secret
,will the world change?

Just something change .when people grow up they keep compromise from lies, then truth become gossip, gossip become lies, lies become secrect.when everybody is a secret,each of them become a world together .wanting to find a screct of someone, is looking for one drop of water in ocean.to have no secret in the world is to dry the whole ocean for one drop of water.the world may not exist ,neither.when there's trust,there's no secret, but when there's no secret,it still needs to find truth,doesn't it?

What makes people who have some talents can't do some jobs which exist for these talents, they don't wanna serve Communism Power?

What makes moms who have broken hearts can't love their kids but can only love their political Party, they protect kids from being hurt by Absolute communism power?

What make workers who build roads carry bricks for Chinese governments can't get plenty money for payments? they sell strength to Chinese communism power but never heart and soul?

What makes good man who do right things can't get good treatments and respect in all rests of lives in communism China ? What they do are against communism power?

I tried to get the money again yesterday afternoon and my card is unlocked by China bank.And i got a cellphone from one of China bank and they told me they can't tell and don't know what happen to my card,no reason,no explain,no answer ,no apologize.it has happened twice,the first time I couldn't get CNY I cashed by 100 dollar from my account of China bank when the dollar is already China bank's.nothing  I got.this time they frozen my card.how about next time? And I notice that Alibaba company which is a Chinese communism has connect twitter by sharing informations of customers.What I book on its website in China has advertisement of them on Twitter which I need to use vpn to use for me to go through Chinese national firewall automatically.or how do they know I book Ritz online.coincident or just because I tried my Chinese phone number with Twitter account then delete it?

Till now I still can't get the 100 dollars by code of money gram in my city in China .China bank limits my card,lock the function of card to get dollars in system,even when I have correct code to get them.it never happen before.I asked 3 China bank for answers from 8:30 till 14:30 by advices of all of them like kicking me out like kicking balls,none of them tells me what happen including the nearest China bank of my apartment,the China bank which I gives me this card,the head office of them all in my city.they told me to wait after 3 days till next Monday.cause they say they don't do moneygram business on weekends, but I could get dollars from China bank app on weekends in last 1 year, I don't know why it suddenly become this.and they say there's no any politics yet that stop getting dollar from abroad.at that moment although I was in and around by the most fashionable luxury technological and complicated buildings in 21 century,I still feel this morning now I'm in 1980s' China when I was born,like North Korea.and all people I met including  whom work in Chan banks for governments show such pretty polite faces attitudes to me yesterday had wired emotions to me inside,look like smiling but not look smile neither as ghosts , feel like they are dead but still exist for their sins which haven't been forgiven or blessed yet ,.no. perhaps more earlier than 1980s.

I made a divination it says the money which is from Chinese by China is in the north east. Mountains,refer to water and pits , changbai (bai-tou)mountains? I also read gossips which says in that area there hides huge gold and wealth of the whole country.They belong to or are handled by some big mysterious families who have ruled China for centuries.Chinese Party of communism including richest communists are just their servants like shit which can be replaced by anybody.that's too much for me.if it's true,I can't guide others to rob them , if it's not,I can't accept the fact that I believed it.

 

Poem 46#tui bei tu#Darkness.  Don't need to draw a sword to kill someone.   Thousands of people don't die, but nobody can escape.  One soldier carries bow and arrows.  He says that he is just  a white-head(bai-tou)man.  in east door there is ambush of the golden sword.  And knights will rush in royal palace from the back door. knights will be from inner Mongolia to Beijing ?oh my God,I quit.

I have a question for trump,politics should be based on truth,it's nothing when uses lies to collect power, it's no difference from today's Chinese Party of communism.you knows that not the whole democracy party is communism and parts of republic Party connects with communism and you don't tell it,you know someone of them are victims and some of then are accomplice and you still not tell,but you still let people blame ad raise them up ,you make America communism, for yourself, even though you do a lot of good things for America ,even when you defeat Biden and be next President ,even so you declare your daughter is the most beautiful woman in the world ,even if you destroy communism , will they wash away your guilty in front of God?and Biden ,trump and his team is doing his best to heal and fight for America alone,he needs you.and your need is to love him.Don't you ?yeah, they do indeed ,just because they do, it's why America is going to have the most darkest moment in its history I have never seen before ,like what's happening in China in 2020 thus year.benefit self is benefit public.self is part of public,only when benefits of self flows into public freely self is called public,when self keeps benefits of public or keep benefits of sell flowing into fixed direction  it's called corruption.keeping money which flows into China from abroad countries and comes from pockets of Chinese by power ,then send them abroad under the name of self only in foreign accounts,it's not only money laundering
,but also corruption,when depressing all good people down to the ground and try to buy over some bad people abroad above laws by parts of the money for more power , bad people ransack on all the money they corrupt now.what a damn.

Chinese Party of communism,If you can communism cloths,shoes, money,benefits,stuffs, even lovers,friends families ground people and country,

Could you communism talent?human right?liberty?equal?democracy?freedom?

They all come from God,from deities,from the world and universe,not from you.you don't have power to touch them.

Yeah, perhaps by disasters,virus, spies and wildfire the materials of living is less and less,the earth become worse and worse to settle, more human need less materials to live,more death fragile soreness darkness sadness pains in the world,but nobody lives for them, we doesn't live for materials ,human don't live for communism,life doesn't live for death.there are more than these things to follow,to believe.

do you have something which is given by God,by  this world ?if you can't communism them,okay,but ,don't be against and hurt them and the others ,even kill ,they are as you as human being .if you do, don't use them to blackmail ,again hurt God, this world,you are parts of them.

And I thought Biden's the one who wants trump to be president , I thought such a strong politician having so much power in America is just a tool doll, I thought it's a feel, not a conclusion, does trump make him enjoy politics for the first time?or it's just a show which is too powerful to be reality for me? To fail as a vice president when being a vice president is it still failure?Now I think Biden is such a competitor like a god. Make someone else defeat himself , like what he said he wants to defeat Biden, what he gets is what he wants,it's not neither of their fault,trump just can't stop it.biden who uses failure of collection to be responsible for American and win trump. Trump who use win of collection to be responsible for American and win communism(perhaps and hope),in Chinese history it's called Zhouyu beats Huanggai,both parties are willing,all is fair in love.

 it sucks that I saved an earthworm in the sun light.my area where I lived had garden had mud path had cats had grasses trees vegetables and fruit trees until this year Chinese army hires workers to start a so called program to rebuild it again.they destroy gardens ,cut off all trees and kill plants which grow up with me when I was a little kid,cats and little animals have nowhere to settle and are scared of noises and big trucks, life under the ground have no time escape nowhere to go when they use bricks cover up all the ground of this area.the earthworm seemed survive and wanted to breath and found a gap of brick to come out, then couldn't find anywhere to go back underground, and only hanged in the sun light and became hard and dry.I touched it and it moved a little bit, I used water to wet it and it starts to twist.I hold it and went fast to the  nearest place where have trees and grass ,no brick, but mud and put it there.then it disappear in my eyes and go back to the earth.without animals without other life how can human live?if all the other life is killed by human, how can human live on the earth?communism is anti human and anti life perhaps, so are Chinese army and Chinese communism Party .cause everything which is taken from the others including life of the others ,families, friends marriages and kids by communism for someone who are communists and believe in communism is Not what they need.when you build cities for yourself  do you know you are killing life?

 I made a dream than when I was going to get the truth of it I heard some kitten screamed and wake up immediately,I checked the night there's rain and getting cold,blowing hurried Autumn winds,winds sent kitten's scream which was asking for help at cold night,but it stopped or I can't hear it anymore when I opened my eyes ,it sounded like the kitten which has a heart on his back and I go to send him food everyday.But it's far away from here in another street.how could he get here,no,he can't  lose his way.

Dreams.it looked like it's in the future everybody has their life-partner robert/cyborg staying with them whatever they do or whatever they are.roberts do a lot for their owners and they have happy lives,one day after class in a weekend I rescued a puppy which was drown intoilet when I went to bathroom after I talked with friends .it doesn't wake up although it looked like it's not fatal.then we are attacked.everybody 's attacked by some roberts which either is huge or small and is losing control and even was friendly before.I don't have a robert,but still in the war.someone who looked like an important woman told me the truth for thanking me rescuing the puppy ,there's a good experienced scientist who studied nuclear technology with helps of his robert happily,when they almost finished it something happened,a piece of nuclear thing splashing into the eye of the robert,it causes mutations,the cyborgs come together by chances and developing fatal nuclear weapons on their own which are wanted and raised up by deep states very much,she looks like going to tell me something more,but the kitten screams wake me up.

In dreams I also saw illusion on the walls which was some people are jailed ,they looked crazily for being jailed or being framed to be treated as madness when I think they are innocent,they are smiling when they see me.

And I also see my 92 years grandma from mother side couldn't recognize me anymore,she says I'm her auntie and then was looked for by uncle who's little brother of my mom to go back home.

it sucks that politics is like fucking drugs which can make human feel good when life is so cruel.People ignore victims and most of themselves when they blame fight vote and murder each other to few of them,don't focus on truth,but only focus on what politicians do.when politicians don't do what they should do,they vote and stand by others,when politicians do what they should do,they cheer,praise,happy and celebrate,could anybody find any other animal in the world more uncommon,unbelievable
,abnormal and absolutely mad than humanhood?

911 , I made two divination about it today,one told me some stories,it says first it's closed to rivers when still staying on the beach,this behavior is gotten attacks of words from the others.but start to walk into the river,show weakness and set self into danger,attract bad guys come towards.Another one told me that if the bad guys didn't make it,something should have already done that day,like alliances or cooperation,and there's another possibility
,the terrorists were going to surrender,like going to be tainted witnesses,but without leaders to get into America, badly dangerous.

I bought lots of good food,for cats and me.And saw something in the market .the bad guys who are hired by local governments in uniforms rob food from sellers under the name of Chinese laws actually. Basing on power of Chinese communism Party,dad told me Mao Zedong is used by someone when I told him that it should be respected to bury his body instead of locking it in Beijing Tianan Square.and he also piss off after I shared food with them.then I fought against him that it's all right if he doesn't respect my money and how I make them,but respect my hard working when he even can't give a hand, to shut up and stop cutting in my own life
.be used?yeah, by demons,perhaps.

 

 

And when I had cakes for dinner which were overleft of lunch,mom pissed off and tried to stop me and told me I'm too fat to eat cakes without eating anything they cook for themselves.and said she doesn't like and hate the cloths I bought for this Autumn and winter.I asked back I don't kill I don't damage anything how bad she treats me like that I'm a criminal,I don't ask her to buy these for me by her money,what makes her talk like this?I like cake,is it my fault?she told me I don't even have any friend when I treat parents so bad,I asked that how could I treat some badass well when they treat me worse,she said don't use anything they pay,so I told her don't use anything I pay,then she asked me to move out,I  told her she'd better don't give me birth and don't marry dad and marry someone more than him,she always argue with dad when I was young,now I grow up she starts to argue with me,like that everybody who has my family name owe her,I event don't have a happy childhood, full of argue and violence,I had to keep quiet,read books only to cool myself down,cause I had no way out.I don't have friend,cause nobody want to make friends who only know how to argue and use violence,my first friends who are my parents make me feel shame when I treat them well,they only argue with each other,always ignore my feelings on that.I don't hate them,I just can't believe there're parents treat their kid so bad.and feel wired on it.Are they using me and my money who they dislike and hate most for their own lives to be taken care.and who will get nothing but only hate and laughs from them always.

No,Chinese communists don't and won't take their money abroad to return to rescue life and people in China.or why they corrupt money and move them abroad, they betray communism,betray Chinese who trust them and believe in communism,

The lord of rings is not communism,it's Chinese  communism which always want to get closed to and stay with its owner ,where it comes from,what makes it born.

Chinese is not Chinese communism relationship or relatives .they are slaves of lies and temptations , for Chinese party of communism.

love is too little in China, people even can't allow love of each other for little animals to exist.

for me whom is in China I know the only reason for most of Chinese Abroad especially who are in America and Chinese American to blame curse and are anti-Chinese Party of Communism and even fight against it is that they find and notice that when CPC China and Chinese become weak they can get more cheaper porks, free money from government,more benefits and praises from their presidents.Opportunism.

I DON'T expect that communists who have stolen Chinese's money for years to give these money back to Chinese.but if they can just do something and use these so-called their own money which are used to buy expensive houses  stuffs abroad ,to settle lovers families friends abroad and give birth to their kids abroad , to show luxury lives and cars abroad when me who use all the money I make and from someone who help us by money which is dollar abroad to cash into CNY in China Bank for feeding cats, families and even myself in China and still be called  traitor by everybody,they will be hero for Chinese,and if they feel I make them shame and wrong them, I can shut myself up and kill myself for appologize,but the fact is, will they?but when they can't do it, go to hell!

I'm hungry.I only had half corn last night again. Dad promised me 3 times to buy chicken rice for me, and I helped him to fix the light of bathroom for his dignity,I thought he still is honest,he broke promises for reasons,but he just kept silence  and smiled,then this morning I mentioned it again, he walked away, and didn't response but pissed off.I thought if I helped him he would keep his promise, I don't understand I make money every month why I still starve.And nothing i like to eat everyday for me but need to  suffer mom's blames when i eat at home.I give them money every month, why they still treat me like shit.But I don't treat dad as a drunk all the time,only when he drunk,It's not my fault, I don't like drunk or drinker.Dad's demon when alcohol in his body.perhaps my fault to trust a drunk who doesn't even drink.It makes me sick at all.I don't like anyone make fun on me by food.Food is for keep strength and make people feel hope.And joy.Not fun and jail,To keep them inside like a slave or criminal.I haven't eaten well for days, my poo poo is green .And even no poo this morning.I eat too less.When I eat, they laugh and shame me that I'm a pig,I think they laugh at me who born in pig year, as a pig,But if I don't eat, I feel starve, even dying.Now I make money , they want money which I want to buy some food from me by more excuse.Is this called communism assholes?I don't know why.but what they do and are make me feel chocked,and  breathless.Perhaps I can take a long walk today,As far as away from this building.

it's strange that someone who are so far away from me love care repect and bless me,when someone who live with me hate me bully me shame me and hurt me so much.

I know people may not like or want to hurt me,but I don't like anybody make fun of my past and life,my work is my work. I'm me.But none business of them.so leave them alone. cause they are not funny for me.

everything basing on communism is corruption, not only money, materials,ground, houses, cars, but also freedom is corruption, love is corruption, marriage, children, even belief is corruption.So with these corruptions these Chinesec,these communists and relatives of communism immigrant out communism country which they corrupt for almost 100years, and they will use them to have another place, country to live ,to stay, for communism? Communists make money by blood ties, and collect power by connections.everything which is based on communism will be killed when communism is destroyed.everything.even yourself.only when losing everything, have everything.a cup needs to be empty for getting full of water .communism makes people let go everything of theirs for what,teach them how to be greed,cruel,dig graves for themselves .a person eats or drink too much,he will be sick,even die.

With power of the country to cut in President  collections of other countries' is stupid and criminal, it's trying to steal a whole country . Cause it hurts self also.

How much you get, how much you lose.What you lose, what you have.what you exist for ,why you die.when you step towards , you also step back.endless loop.

But the point in communism is that,why they decide to corrupt everything of the others' when they choose to lose everything of  themselves'? Don't they swear to gain nothing of the others  but only give what they have to the others when they join in communism?