My parents have already got retirements from Chinese communism governments every month,dad's is about 5,000CNY for being a retired teacher,mom's is about 3,000CNY for being  a retired worker .and they still want everything from me which they want ,and bully me ,hurt me even use knife and ox to frighten me,to make me scared.it doesn't make sense,they want me to do as a Chinese communism government do to them ? Rob them bully them lie to them and control rule them all the time?or as a morality saitnt or beautiful God to feed some bad assholes like them unconditionally ? Sometimes I think it's also the reason why they bully me from my childhood?,from when I was born,stop me to do what I do but only listen to them as a pet,and tell me to stay away from other children, and tell me they are all bad when I like and want to play with them,to play like a kid?if it is so,disappearance of Chinese communism Party can't not change all of them about it,it needs many years to become good for Chinese,to make Chinese become good.cause Chinese are bad,none business of disappearance of communism,cause even when communism disappears,Chinese or foreign Chinese can say that something else makes Chinese bad and never try to become good but only starts wars e everywhere to send the others in wars for benefiting themselves after all the others die and damge.for Chinese is it bad? And it's a lie that Chinese national flag is about blood of communists who died in wars to build the country and people,stars are about communism leaders in China,I think it means deity in China and cinnabar. Everything is bullshit here in China,everything.