Trying making me heartless by harming me to treat her full of love, trying stopping me feeding rescuing homeless cats by curses and arguments even violence to buy expensive luxury food for her, trying punishing me by what she suffers in all her life which isn't caused by me but governments,communism even gods,trying tempting me treating the others unfair to cherish her only for what she has done to everybody,can anything be changed or change and Chinese get anything if Chinese Party of communism falls from power and disappear in China? No, everything can be even worse, but much more better than that Chinese torture themselves by too many mistakes and bullshit which it makes.