Why I think all I write is all bullshit and even evil when I read after it finished ?? Yeah, just little evil bullshits, I feel little better,hope to have some sleep now.

So am I a huge wild dragon being trapped in the pools? No,perhaps I'm just a little Chinese bug on a big road,one step of a human being like rainbow is much even longer than the whole journey of my lifetime. 

Nobody but myself.have no ball to smuggle and have no plenty money or power to immigrant and move abroad from communism country ,now have 6 cats with me and stray cats to feed and check,can't leave without them anymore .

Find them forever good home,before I die or can't take care of them anymore, they leave here before I leave the world,before it's too late until they get their forever homes.

They are not communism cats. They are my cats.I'm not a communist,I never want to live in this or that way,in all my life.