I'm teaching a first student to practice oral Chinese.now I feel he hates me and China and Chinese more and more everyday when I try to encourage him to have a good life,to understand Chinese cultrue in right way,and to know positive side of life except naked bodies and porn videos .he looks like that he doesn' t  need me,and thinks that I only want his money,and I'm just a bullshit Chinese who piss him off all the time to escape from teaching him Chinese.I have told him and talked with him a lot, but he always seems like being interesting in my own private life and incomes ,I think I'm the object to be played and researched by his money which is 50cny per hour to teach him Chinese,what I talk in lessons are much more than what i speak in one week.I think it could help him to study Chinese by knowing real Chinese culture,but it's just good for him from being hurt when I refuse his lies and betray,shames,cheats , laugh even use.does anybody think that when they pay money they can do anything to who get it by works?They don't wanna to know me,but still say they wanna marry me,to be his wife,for what?sex?they say they hate communism,but still like to control me,tell me I'm crazy and wrong about fighting against ccp, they are communists it's why they hate communism ? I get pay to teach him lessons of oral Chinese , he pays money for torture me only ?when I told him my bf is always my husband only whatever he's not smart for him or not on the cheats of cb and corruptions of American governments to tax me?

Life comes from nature first,human build cities in natures for themselves,rob nature from other animals, some animals could live in cities, human has responsibility to take care of them about what they do to their homelands.no reason to abandon them.human can never dominate nature,or decide which animals can have so called evolution or not.it's bullshit.

Everyone speak their mother language by their life.so are Chinese.so am I.perhaps human can talk with each other without language someday,but ,among human and animals they can understand each other by their own languages,why human cant by human languages ? Why you need to pay for learning that ? Can it make you happy?