Made a dream,had a haircut from a famous hairdresser-he said so- who came from Taiwan.

In Chinese culture the dreams means that me and my reputation were almost tempted by badass and destroyed.

Is there something which can do and can not to do between being friends and being couples?

I'm still learning on it.I don't need a doctor but someone who can tell me how to build and have a normal connect with the others.

I thought the normal way to go to America is to fall in love with some American instead of taking a shortcut for green card ,then I fell in love now break up with him.love too much?walk too far?try too hard ? how do I know those Chinese who get green card by marriage don't or didn't love their husbands or exhusband in America?

Most of women and men can do anything for love,except good things, there are bad things also, separate ,divorce and break up, suicide or kill others, are just extreme options which few ones take.