What attracts Yin communism to China? Money which is Yin gold also? Yin things attracts Yin things which has same characters.If Chinese Party of communism doesn't hide their money which they corrupt in China into America and the world, but leads and even be followed by Yin communism to America and the world by corruptions of Yin money, why .communism has already been in America and the world.they are trying making communism move from east to west.people always want something to last forever, including communism,nothing lasts forever,but things in hell do.and this world is not heaven yet .it's hard to understand for me when someone are busy to go to heaven some other ones are doing best to go to hell.

Without love ,care,respect etc everywhere is same for me.life is always lonely.yesterday I was just angry at parents who happily took advantage of my money for a sheet meat lunch,today I was just touched by dad who stayed with the son of his brother all day long for the son's new house, he left home at 6 o'clock,but the first thing he did when he came home at 15 o'clock was cooking for me who didn't have lunch.sometimes parents suck,but some other times they become the only ones who love their kids than anybody else in the world unconditionally,than anybody,husband, wife, even kids' kids .Parents doesn't exist to love their kids,but teach them how to love.after that I invited dad and booked 2 tickets for me and dad to watch his favorite movie 'the fast and furious 9' which isn't my type in cinema next Tuesday for thank and he booked a ticket for mom also with us .we will have dinner after that together,not their faults,if I did better ,perhaps they have already treated each other well instead of arguing for me, perhaps I had been abroad.I don't choose anything, times do for us all the time.dad's so very happy like a teenager and then smile like a kid.

I think most Chinese in American and other countries have turned into western people, American and foreigners for a very long time.their opinions, their thoughts, their behaviors are not Chinese anymore.some of them even can use what Chinese like to hear by sacrificing Chinese  to make themselves famous and popular and rich when Chinese still think they are raising up 'Chinese'.two worlds between me and them, although they can still speak and write everything in Chinese like one family .One family, meaning what? What's making them hanging there between protecting fucking foreigners and acting as fucking Chinese like me?

Women and men are born for each other, only human kill hurt harm each other when they don't need to.no equality, no matter.

Comparing with me who is vexed by someone's condition which is to abandon my cats and listen to him who's always the first of all,then his mom ,then his kids,then me on everything to immigrant American alone as his wife for green card, I prefer and like me who lives with 'parents' surrounding by cats every day more happily without worries.