When some men say they love you, usually they mean they love women,not you . when some men say they know you ,usually they mean they know women,not you.they may want to love and know women through you.But you are only you.

You don't need to do many many sex, or do it more and more crazily , just do what you want to do, you don't need to be worse and worse, just be what you are.

Mom clicked wrong button again when she wanted to boil water.the rice cooker was going to burning before I noticed and stoped it.if I didn't quit ccp's job and came back home ,I don't know how long parents can even survive.when you are upset and disappoint on something sometimes, it's just because you expect too much and should have tried and worked hard step by step instead of expecting the end coming faster and faster.

I invite parents to have a dinner this evening by the last money I have,after grandma's funeral mom doesn't look right about death of hers. And I think something's wrong. before it I will still go to send some food and water to cats and their kittens and medicines for a cat which's getting sick so much. I'm still the poor girl with empty pocket 30 year ago.but with lots of pressures of lives , parents start to get ill.cats are suffering.and I'm not a shit sacred and fear ccp all the time.

Today is July 1 when it's ccp's birthday as being told.if it's true, God damn ccp and communism.always fuxk both of you.

Homeless mom cat with her 4 babies