I don't eat friends of human, whatever dogs, fishes, cats, or anything else . it's not called human being.

so, he says he wants to cum inside,because wanna to have babies , if having babies he says he looks after me and babies, and marry, but lots of pressures to meet my parents.but if I don't wanna to sex with him,he say he will deny me ? I say I want , he says he will use condom, so there will be no baby or marriage, so he doesn't wanna to marry me . So just sex, no love for anything.it's a trap.

Dad watched ccp's party on t.v. on July 1 and he doesn't like it at all.

Love for Chinese and love for American aren't the same.love is when Chinese  want or can hurt ,you don't. But for American love is when you want and can, you do it .I  think there's no such a bad American to love like Chinese. I still believe there's good in human being.

Although experience a lot of sex now,but no experience of love. in fact don't have any so called love experience well and longer than 1 month even when it's a show and use. don't know what's love and how to love another human well.even though tempting easily and successfully by what I have and have fun by them ,what can it mean for, just a fresh new beside this human's most dangerous secret.liking someone makes me happy already, to love, what could I do for it! Marriage is not love,but comes from love,perhaps,more than love, if there's no love I can't marry. Need to learn to love first for marriage,or nobody can gives me a marriage before love. May be it's too late. I can't play games,I don't have fucking times.the worst part than it is that I'm scared to love and take care of anybody especially myself.