Unfairly , Chinese Party of communism steals everything in the word from the very beginning till the end, not only money by hands of Chinese, but also love, trust cares, respect,even faith.
When you get something from someone and something , instead of returning back good things you want and prepare to harm and kill them. It's a mistake.
It's the biggest mistake ccp makes.Trump who was a good President could push ccp out of ways to become worst .but he was Not the last hope of ccp,ccp destroys it by its own hands.they just want to use him when he wants to use them.
In China we says when God sends disasters to you, you may still survive, but your own sins are what you can not escape.
Yesterday when having lunch,dad told me something about his little brother who has 4 kids who are much younger and all married,two of them can't have babies . I don't know if they indeed can't have babies or they just don't wanna to have babies by lying to families when they still wanna play sex. After that dad becomes more silent than usual.
I seem to feel my chance coming to be a big sister by having my own baby ,to be a good mom and show them I can be,then I feel it's a punishment that there's something not right of all families on father side about indulgence of fleshliness when on mother side it is for desire of sex.
if I didn't abort, I would never know I can pregnant because of other families' cheats or frame and I would fear to having baby to be a mom always for being the sacrifice of lies which are used to fight against ridiculous communism pressures to have babies.I would think it's curse of family not to have babies because of abuse of love and sex.
This is my Independence day and I don't know why I wanna to kick their ass who use my pains of life to have fucking fun first before I ask them why they can't and do this.and ask they if they can't have babies why they corrupt ccp to become another communism cop and tell their parents they want the communism stable job to make bigger money to prepare for having babies and raising them up.
Is it my fault that in a communism country such a me who's ugly and normal and bitch for any other else don't wanna to connect them, love them and touch them in any way any time any place ? no.
No, it's not a punishment, or a curse. When I stay away from communism, I stay away from everything here , especially what they control and rule,and have , but get closed to what they can't ban and buy or steal, such as truth and crimes.
Why on father side all older families including dad would rather believe that younger families who may be only 30 years old can't have babies because of physiological problems than believing me that I can't have babies or marry because of political problems, communism failures about no money to raise them, to date until I'm so late and dangerous to have babies?
I don't think I have any proud if I can't pregnant or have babies by my own body.
Dad bought a job for his sister in my city, then he invested her to come and live here.then he helped kids of his little brother come and live here also.I never stay close to them and meet them rarely as strangers when they are strangers. Do they hate me for it? Does cousin on mother side know some of them can't have babies before I did, then he found me to rape,because he thought I can't pregnant for his responsibility, and it's why he laughted at me when I told him I was pregnant after that and looked happy when I told him there's surrogacy when he talked about his friend can't pregnant and have babies? Or they paid cousin to rape me? Harm me by their lies for themselves ?
Fuck.For making money and pleasing somebody they can use and kill their own kids and families if they don't wanna to be used or killed indeed? These are God damn motherfuckers.
Yes.Trump is great.but he's Not the only fucking standard of falling or rising of America. and even if he wins someday, the winners are Not only him,but also all American who don't give up together,with God.
Sad.in dreams grandma on mother side piss off because of cats i adopt,but didn't mention rape a little bit.she doesn't wanna to make shame of her family even after she dies.Whatever happens Chinese always prefer their own so called pure blood ties , half of their blood ties is nothing . but for me without love anything especially blood ties only means nothing. it's why whatever how hard Chinese Party of communism works communism is only keeping destroying China in past 100 years.it's not ccp's fault that they can't try to keep communism staying in China or make communism do good things for Chinese. but , it's their fault making so big a mistake.
Communism doesn't come from China.it's not that Chinese Party of communism is abandoning China, but that communism is abandoning Chinese Party of communism, and going back to where it's from.
If so,America isn't its aim, but in the way for stopping it.
If communism is indeed a ghost, it can possess Chinese, it can possess European also.
If it comes from European, it may wanna to go back its noumenon for complete natrue power to release . if European don't have enough faith of God or good things, they can be communists or somewhere else instead of Naiz someday when they are too weak in spirit,instead of overcoming it, because of virus or something.In this way coronavirus can be just a smoke ball for the start of the end of worst.why it's not surprised at all. Sound like the lord of rings.is it possible? Yes.and the only same thing is that the whole life in the world may fall again,then communism loses.
That which has been, is that which is to be, and that which has been done, is that which will be done, and there is no new thing under the sun.Ecclesiastes 1:9 ^
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