Indeed more crazier minds of the others for me,more making senses of truth for them.cause I'm crazy.

Sounds like eagle screeching for three times.although it was a mountain before where I live.feeling like a woman being attacked nearby in little rains.

Yesterday inviting mom having a lunch and she looked very different and happily.24 CNY, couldn't buy a health body,but a better realize of life to connect with instead of being isolated at home alone with me and dad only for 40 years after marriage.bought a dress for a granddaughter of a communism Christian's who usually wearing a dirty old dress,and is refused by the communist who's grandma and saying she believes in God in a communism church when they can buy 200cny a lesson for the go to learn playing piano in communism schools and luxury cars to drive but asking for second hand cloths from rich communists families to dress the girl .they said :  thank you,but mail this dress back to the seller , we don't take it. It's my dress still when they don't accept , why they tell me what to do for my dress always? Like anything they try to cut in. Sucks. I don't pity them from that day, but see what they are and who they pretend to be. Don't wanna to connect them why more . but yes, like to give what I love most to others to pay back what they give me.I thought they treat mom well, so I need to pay it.perhaps it's their own business, not mine.still my fav dress which I dreamed to have a rainbow when I was 11 years old.after 27 years, I find it.

Four times now,3:50am.fifth.3:51.sixth.3:52.never notice any eagle living around, birds? How big birds have so loud and same screeching times? Want to save it.daytime for me it's like dreams,but nights are good waking up.Perhaps it's a train in the train station.

To be a female pig climbing up a tree should not be crazy.need to get more stronger and strength for escape.wild angel,crazy angel is more exactly I think.comparing to be scared to be someone, more interesting to be happy to try to be someone you wanna to.there are lots of things which only talent people can make,there are lots of things which I can't make,so just trying to make, it's not about a result,cause it is a result before I do, but about something just starting like faith and love.marriage is my own business, not anybody else's, like the dress I pick up for myself.Jesus, why you are so beautiful?although 24.05CNY for me to get you, but you make my heart beat again, feel like I have had you for a very long time.but whatever , it's children's dress.