Remembering the little puppy again which I saved from a big hole before the big rain on my way to check cats days ago.its mom took it around there in the grass,then she lost it when it's screaming in the hole. I jumped off the hole and picked it up, she looked at me on another side of the road alone. I called the puppy and puppy following the sound and run out of the grass,when it saw its mom, it run to her happily and left together.why she took her kid there when there's a big hole in deep grasses? The puppy dropped in it or she wanted it to drop in it or she wanted to teach it how to jump out of it by a test and let it know it's a hole to avoid in the future .why being born in China,why not in American,Russia, North Korea, British, German, Switzerland, feeling like that somebody take me to drop into a hole which I can't climb out on my own, if nobody gives me a hand, it means it's a way to make me strong and test for me to jump out of it and move .if there is help, I think it's the same meaning also. Something never changes.