My true love,I know you still haven't appeared yet,and I know all men who connect me for help when they need me are possible to betray and hurt even kill or destroy me and damage my life again someday, so and but you'd better jump out on your own now, or if I find you, you dead. Making me waiting so long and spending a lot of time to look for you.I only marry one man in my life and no divorce, raise up baby and no fucking bullshit, can't be born in same day but can die in same day natruely and don't leave each other behind with missing another one alone alive lonely ,am I clear. Don't let me tell you that cats are more better loyal than men. Cause I started to adopt and rescue and feed cats by donation of money and encourages of an American fox who says he will take all of us home and love all of us and now he will never come back again.I thought in the end I would go to America to be with him alone and abandon cats by myself, or he took cats home , then I see cats are the only ones who have gratitude for me by their own lives to be with me and love and respect me unconditionally , not him at all.then American dog, someland cat,beautiful fiance, best friend and sexy girlfriend online? No,just a tool , a toy and a doll underground which can be threw away and burn down and  banned any time . but I still thank them and God helping me adopting cats,saving life of theirs, and keep on their lives in my room secretly till now and keep them safe with me always.it's worthy than mine to do.

Comparing to these lies, cheats and traps, rapes are just farces.

Know your destiny,know yourself, so you can stop blaming and complaining God and any other else.you thank and appreciate for goodness they do to you, but not your fault that you are not the one they choose,need and love.