Well.Mom never bought dresses I like or want when I was a girl and she only focus on getting what she wants and likes, even now.

She always blames and cursing me being a female when she's blamed and cursed by any other for giving birth me,I though she's a victim of discrimination of genders until I realize that she wants and like to have a male to be her kids also.stay away from her and someone who harm me well together .

Be careful of someone who are communism Christian to make me compromise communism.and they are Chinese, even if someday Chinese are not communists anymore, when they don't have any faith, and good purpose, they are still the worst nations in the world being against always until something change.

Is money drug for someone who have talent or not?only focus on it and ignore everything else.and money makes human easier to be controlled by somebody,is it their plans to rule the world? Can money make everyone happy or not?

Getting old.even sleeping there's nose to try to stop me breathing well.but never too late to save the world.

Is my time coming soon? Even dying soon, dying as myself.it's truth. Is my life starting later? Even alive later, alive with dead.it's a promise. 

Haven't eaten meat for 3 days.feel body getting strange.more empty, no thing to make me feel heavier.

Equal is good.American is great.but only suit siners who believe in God.

Destiny to be couple? To be wife? To be my husband? No, my destiny actually isn't that easy indeed.

Chinese women are so poor that they need to pick up some asshole who aren't more asshole than other Chinese to be their husbands when American female can only choose some princes from some gentlemen to marry.then I see the truth , Chinese women make Chinese men asshole when they pay for what they hurt.American women don't but love American men by gain the way they love.

I have limitation, but, it can help someone to be free,to do right things , have a good future, it's worthy.

Dreams a girl had some marks on body by Japanese language,who feed homeless cats turned into actresses and actors to be rewarded in cameras.

Only one way to put on weight when lots of ways to lose weight for normal healthy good people, why they pick up the only one way to put on weight when avoiding all the other ways to lose it?