2:55.8/8/made a dream that I was infected coronavirus by my cousin who picked up a hotel which had coronavirus for sex, , I felt it's my fault, because I didn't remind him to wear condom, because after that he sex and infected more people.

If marriage is end of falling in love and new start of life, both of falling in love and new start end for me.If marriage is update for falling in love, the system is broken down by hpv virus.

No sex again for anyone before marriage unless using condoms,  no rape again but hurt someone who rape me and die , no love to fall in again which can both heal me and hurt me at the same times.

7:32.8/8/conected Fox and he coughed blood again.I did research about Chinese medicines to help healing cancer and found Chinese medicines which are plants seeds and leaves I need to mail to America when they can't be mailed to America from China.but it's a miracle that there are kinds of Taiwanese medicines which have most of same composition in it online and the seller is in USA!so far so amazing, he can get as soon as he could! He's so blessed!I hope before the hospital starts to move its ass to do something on him as soon as possible, the medicines could delay cancer cells to act so fast and spread more.God is everywhere, I love it.No give up but keep trying.