18:14.8/7/fox doesn't talk to me today even when he's online, even when I talked first to him, he ignores me.whatever, shouldn't someone in movies who are set up by someone else revenge and fight back or against? Why I only wanna to eat a lot, sleep a lot and suffer a lot to be a lazy fat stinking asshole or something like this? like someone who just get dumped? Is? Coronavirus doesn't separate us apart, hpv does.great.

there were three pieces of pork ribs in our pot, two pieces were smaller and the thrid one was bigger little bit. I ate first when dad was watching an American action moive, he told me to eat first and didn't need to wait for him,he said I could have 2 pieces and he only wanted 1 piece. then I decided to pick up a smallest one and left the bigger ones for him. when i picked up the smallest one, I found that it's a part of the biggest one, because I had already picked it up by my chopsticks which had my saliva on it, and there's no reason for me to put down what I pick up,so I decide to take any responsibility for my behavivors and any responce of dad who might have any responce about my behavivors.So I ate it.after that I think I need to ask dad about it first before he gets mad about it, so I asked him that which one he wanted to eat among two small pieces and one big piece, then he said two small pieces. after that he thought it's not right, so he went to the kitchen and checked the ribs, he's hungry , he ate the two smaller one and started to complained that the smaller ones had so little meat on them. so I understand he's someone who prefer better quality than more numders.next time I will give him the better ones and keep the little more ones for myself.

So either that I infect fox by phv virus or not when I asked for sex from him when he visited me for the first time, or he infect me and effect  my future by phv virus ,or phv takes away his life or his future or effects his life, it's my responsiblity for my ask only , if I can take all responsibility .he doesn't wanna to talk with me anymore or be friend of mine, I can't refuse but his choice. it's not his fault.but if he sex with others after he sex with me and isis infected by phv, it will kill me.I would rather I have phv, so it can explain why he says his cancer is caused by it.